Saving Me

People,I'm seriously in need of some advice here.....and I'd probably scream at my parents when I'm done with this post(waiting till dad's back.....).

Here's why:The past few days have been pretty good to me.Got past 1st IV trials(not likely to be the 1st IV though I won all my matches so far but I definitely can make it next year) as well as 16's(I'm doing 2 in case 1 of them fails).Anyone could be happy that they're still on a roll,and of course I am,but at my last period of class,I was harassed(defintely the right word...) by a bunch of brainless 16-year old goons.

Definitely not sexually(I'm currently doubting that now),BUT verbally.I'M SURE THEY HAVE NO *BLEEP*(ACTUALLY "IT'S FRIGGIN") IDEA HOW DOES IT FEEL LIKE TO LOSE 15 YEARS OF MY MAGNIFICENT(with the last 2 being the best)LIFE IN A COUNTRY WHERE OBSCENITIES ARE VIRTUALLY ABSENT.And if you're curious enough to kill the cat and ask why did I blow my fuse,here's some parts of the conversation I remembered:

Student Formation class,teacher's not there,outside class

Idiot 1:Georgie!!!Why don't you give *name of another person* a hug?

Me:What's the point?(Raising one eyebrow)

Idiot 1:Aww,come on,Georgie,just give him one(forces me)

(I refused and pushed out)

Soon.....

Idiot 1(Biology classmate who loves sweet-talking teachers but thankfully my bio teacher is immune):Hey George,where's your bag?

Me:Tuesday is the lightest day,plus I've got a big tennis bag.You don't expect me to carry my school bag as well,do you?I mean,I have to walk from Virginia,and 2 big bags are certainly too much for me.And since Tuesday usually has the least books needed,why not place them into my tennis bag instead?After all,there's plenty of space.

Idiot 1:Well,why not carry a bag now?

Me:I prefer to leave my stuff at the dean's office and carry 2 periods of books.Once it's break time,I return to the office and switch them.That way sore shoulders won't be a problem to me.You have your own views,I have mine.

Idiot 1:Yeah..

Later........

Idiot 1(He DOES talk a lot,and that's why he gets into trouble tons of times in bio):How come you speak english so well?
(To be exact,I think I've been asked this question for like 10 times already this year.Is it because people think I'm a stereotypical Chinese who speaks english with a drooling baby accent?No offence to my fellow peers,just feel like letting all out.Doesn't include people from Brunei because your english rocks.)

Me:(*sigh*I hate to repeat the same thing 9 times all over again)English is my first language.My mum is a Filipino,whose country(true facts?)was colonised by Americans more than 100 years ago so yeahh,that's probably where I got my english from.

The convo continues,with me getting frustrated over the fact that I'm assuming these guys just wanna have me in their gang....nothing much,until......

Idiot 1:What books do you read?

Me:(being honest...)Ummm novels(I don't mention romance).I don't really enjoy schoolbooks,no idea why...but as far as I know,I love reading.

(By now two more idiots joined in)

Idiot 2:Have you read Harry Potter?

Me:Nah,I just watch the movie....

And now here's the part that ticked me off.Being the "stereotypical,dumb,perverted Australian teenager"(Australia,I officially despise you,minus anybody related to tennis),they began talking lewd stuff,beginning with HP,then progressing to internet,and EVEN FRIGGIN ASKED ME IF I EVER *bleep*(Another word for chewing,slightly altered)MYSELF.

I am SOOOOOOO depressed right now,I'm thinking whether or not to grab my racket and smash some sense into one of them(belonging to my PC).It's easily identifiable that they're either fully into sports OR delinquents.And if they're looking for company,they've just barked up the wrong tree.Why?Because the tree has a red lion,a person who is struggling to balance between school and sports.Even though I've got 3A's,3B's and a C(Note:I'm planning to make it 4A's and 3 B's by the end of year),it doesn't mean I'm gonna copy your lifestyle of gaming first,homework later(For your info,I finish my homework in school).

I guess that's it.........NOT.Chinese class has been switched to Friday just because there's only one person attending last tuesday(and it so happens teacher mentioned he's gonna have knee surgery and won't be teaching for the first few weeks).=.=Hello,in the beginning of the year I switched my tennis from Tuesday to Friday to accomodate it,now it's back to friday again??!!Any reasons??

*sigh*I don't really think I'm gonna be having an optimistic post anytime soon.New book reviews will be available if I'm not having a really bad fit...till then

Come please,I'm falling,I'm falling....
(lyric of song,not telling you to come here)