Down In Darkness:VEI 6

Life is a pretty pathetic thing.What's wrong with people around the world.I know the stock market's plunging,the economy's bad,and recently a 13 year old had his pathetic little wiener help to produce his own son.What is missing in everyone's minds?Why is it not arranged?Why would ANYONE IN THE EARTH CARE ABOUT MONEY AND JOBS BEFORE WHAT THEY HAVE?

Think carefully.We all came from love,then why throw it away just to think that we have to survive with jobs?What for??!!If you throw love away,it wouldn't be easy to get it back.Perhaps because of the work hours a person would spend much less time with his family members.Soon he/she would be strained,and chose to go for work to leave the happiness behind.What for??!!Life is full of "ifs".What if you lost your job after you lose your family?What if your child was on another country being beaten up at his school while you were halfway on a flight to somewhere else for negotiation with some Middle East investors?And WHAT IF YOUR WHOEVER-IT-IS FOUND ANOTHER PERSON AND HAD AN AFFAIR RIGHT UNDER YOUR NOSE AND YOU DIND'T KNOW IT BECAUSE YOU WERE SOME OBESSIVE WORKAHOLIC THINKING YOU'RE DOING WHAT'S BEST FOR YOUR FAMILY BUT INSTEAD IT WAS JUST FOR YOURSELF??!!IT'S UTTERLY PATHETIC!!

I don't really mean to spit it out to you guys but apparently I've just suffered a breakdown.What a child longs for is care,NOT DISCOURAGEMENT.Parents shouldn't just chide their kids whenever they lost at something.Didn't they know that there's no fairytale?Believe me,you can't win em all,neither can you succeed all the time on the first try.Honestly,I'll share it with you all:Did you know that I have a 75% chance of losing to a girl in a tennis match during the 1st meeting?Really,3 out of 4 times have I lost in the 1st encounter and 2/3 of them are younger than me,but it takes time to learn how to overcome problems.It's a definite fact you won't necessarily win either on the 2nd try.It might take forever,but it COULD NOT be done without encouragement.Seriously,what's wrong with losing to a girl,no?And even Federer can fall to some unknown guy who's ranked WAYY below him.

For me,I would really like to see what people think,because that's what's affecting me.I need,and I mean I REALLY need people here to help me through this,because sometimes I just couldn't stand it.Why do something that doesn't give pleasure in life,but just makes you rely on money to survive?I mean would you rather die a depressed person with secret Swiss bank accounts or risk your life in something you love,you care even though others consider it penniless?

I really don't know people,but I've been fully stressed these past few days.I know earth cannot live without violence,the why does the words "hope" and "peace" exist?