Burn me up,bleed me out,cut me down

I have to say I'm ABSOLUTELY SORRY(yes,I know caps don't really mean it...) for not posting these few days.Oh well,Dad's just left,I'm still gaming and my tennis tournaments are still on.Probably when school reopens everything will be back to normal.

Don't really wanna talk about tennis that much(because it bores you,in my opinion),but lets just say I've been pretty consistent :D....(if you wanna know,singles runner-up twice,doubles winner and semifinalist)

I'll just start by saying I'm reading VA again and I simply LOVE IT!!Just can't resist.Russian names:Oooohh.Genovian?Ahhh.American?Shocking.....

Nothing new in the music I have but I'm keeping an eye out for the latest stuff(Cobra Starship with "Good Girls Go Bad" raised my eyebrow) as well as watching my fav TV series(Secret Life,which keeps on twisting and turning and I'm just going emo while my mum shrugs it off and calls it corny,HMPH!!)

Is that all?I guess.Wait,I'm through to the quarters in my last holiday tourney and up against the 1st seed(Oh don't I always....)tomorrow.Just to let you all know that I am a little bit down at the moment and mood swings are quite visible(I'M NOT HAVING A PERIOD,MIND YOU.....).Still love the Eminem song "Beautiful".

Lately I've been hard to reach,I've been too long on my own....
G3oRgE

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I don't feel too good....

Here I am posting at 6am in the morning and my mum's gonna wake up anytime soon and it's not a good thing....

I can't really sleep because the room felt stuffy,so might as well drop by with another post from an unexpectedly silent month....

I've checked another tournament draw(I have 3 in 2 weeks,this one's the 2nd one) and I WAS NOT surprised to find my name in the top half.I mean,HOW MANY FRIGGIN TIMES DO I HAVE TO LOSE TO THE TOP SEED??!!Yes people,if I win my round of 16 match and it's a showdown,but there's a catch:I lost to that guy twice already this year.Third time's the charm?

Statistics:
Number of singles tournament joined:5
Number of times knocked out by a seeded player:3(one was a round robin which I finished 3rd and winners qualify only and I won one tournament)
Number of Times lost to the top seed:2
Seeding of the other loss:4

So tomorrow's d-day,and I'm kinda feeling a little bit down,trying not to think of anything else and trying to focus,but some things just kinda keep coming back and I guess I'll have to bear with it(Including the "I want it my way" dad)and think rationally.I mean,I've come to the age where I don't believe everything my folks say are right.Example in tennis,coach tells me to do this and do that,so I make my adjustments,then dad comes back and says it's not right,yatta yatta yatta.Oh puh-leeze,it's me who's playing here,and who sent me to coaching anyways.I wanted it,you wanted,and yet you tried to replace it with your mindset.What's this?A day-care centre?C'mon,don't come back and spenrd a week ruining my peace and leave for the next 3 and come back,repeating the same process over and over.It feels like you just forced us here and dumped us for your work.Nice,need a universal remote like "Click"?Fast forwarding to you promotion a year later?Then another 10?And found yourself CEO when you're having an extra flabby tongue?

Anyways its getting more dangerous by the minute.My current favourite in music is "Beautiful" by Eminem.Yes,there's the "traditional" swearing and once more I have to say that it's a change of pace from Slim,real sombre.... epecially the last few lines.

"To the rest of the world,God gave you a gift.Put in on,be yourself man,be proud of who you are.And no matter what happens,don't let anyone tell you that you ain't beautiful"

Reaching out for you,
George

Death by Flying Daggers

Today was a sickening day....Believe me....I have certains dislikes....

Checked my tennis tourney draw today.Guess what:Seeded 2nd.O.O Darn it,no more being the dangerman anymore,now I'm probably among the favs.Since I have a bye on the 22nd of September I'll only start on the 23rd...

For today:English.Don't ask how I went in my drama.It was HORRIBLE.I don't act btw,it's either you're dreaming or there's something wrong with me haha.

Biology:Definitely the worst.Dissected pig's heart(OMG HELP ME!!).I know I eat pork,but I think it's a bit cruel dissecting something.....And also had a look at the sheep's organs.Lungs,trachea,tongue,liver,gall bladder all exposed.Stinks,like faeces.Almost vomited,but can't help feeling queasy.DON'T RIDICULE ME XD!!I "murdered" someone,and I have photos to prove it....ask me through Windows Messenger :D

Religion:Waqtched Top Gear!Yay!!Here's 3 cars suggested for 17 yr olds:Volvo wagon,Hyundai Coupe or a Golf.Impress girls by doing handbrake turn.NEVER SPEND ON STEREO(or you'll look like a goofball).Bugatti vs McLaren F1=Awesome!!Lamborgini Murceliago=Maaaaaaaaaaaa!!]

Geography:Watched House Of Flying Daggers.Zhang Zi Yi is awesome as usual.Acting's pretty ok.I hate DUBS.WHY NOT ORIGINAL LANGUAGE AND ENG SUBS!!Grrr,this is Australia.....So awful...

And as for chem:NOTHING!!YAY!!Found out my grades have gone up.Sweet!!

Hmm....I seem to forget something....ermm......Oh yeah!!Stole gloves(disposable ones) so now I can pick up Rose.Bet she'll be glad :D

See ya soon!Promise I'll post more often and in more detail instead of this lazy-method.

Georgie WongWong(blehkz)

One Republic

ONE WEEK WITHOUT POSTING ANHYTHING??!!Sorry guys XD it's just that I had to finish my darn assignments all in one so yeahh,I'll give a short post before I game on XP.

Tennis:Wipeout once more 8-0.I gave them the most games in a set (6-4) *sniff I'm always the worst Zzzzz even if I'm no.3 in the team.So far Open 1sts are losing but they look good to me.

More stuff:A friend a few days ago said to me :Rose is in the library!!.Replied:So?I see her everyday XD.


Books:Adrian Mole and the Weapons Of Mass Destruction (Book 6)(4/5)

He's got that Boom boom pow,and he's jacking his style XD.Don't really like image of men being playboys,but oh well.He still loves Pandore(20 unrequited love years!!LOL) and he's a father to 3 kids(Teenage dad,African dad and typical English dad)

I'll pick a cast for the movie(if there's any) in my next post


Main topic:Idiocracy.

If you're a homestay, lent a car to your friend, friend breaks it down(not a crash, but some malfunction), what would you do? Here's one from my oh-so-retarded(yes,and he's the one who sweet-talks and isn't really a nice guy):"Tell him to pay it back.It's his fault that he did it."

Wait,wait people,here's the catch:"The guy who's car was damaged said:"He's my friend, I forgive him for that"

Dumbo's reply:"If he's your friend,then he should be paying you,not you forgiving him.I mean,what kind of friend is that?You should tell him to pay you back."

And where was I?Trying to get a rest because I finished my work,but Mr.Nosey-Parker hadn't and is a blabbermouth.I was so fed up with him doing his techno-beat with his lips and thinking he's cool(so annoying,Eminem was right this time:Nobody listens to techno.JUST THIS TIME.Not sure of others)I felt like telling him to just sh*t up.Of course,he's gonna go back to sweet talk and be like:"Why?" Now as you know,I don't like that question because when he uses it,it's so stupid,as if he has no logic....

And somehow,this came out of his mouth:"Tell me who that guy is and I'll kill him.I was born and I will die.I was born to kill at least one person."

WHAT??!!I've had enough,turned,crossed my arms and frowned,just keeping quiet.I mean,it's not his matter,don't barge in and try to be some hero.That's the main reason I didn't vote for you as anything.You're just some immature brat who's brainwashed by being in this country so long.

And he noticed me:"Why are you so serious.You take everything seriously.Even in tennis practice.And look at him(car guy),he's so relaxed.You guys should be half and half you know."

Gee,he doesn't know me at all......I'm frowning because of his own words....and after hearing the "kill" thing,I began to wonder.....

And I took a survey:If you have 30 days to live,what would you do?(I'll make a poll of that next.Won't give you the answers of mr.Nosey Parker and some others....) And as you all know,I disagree with a LOT OF PEOPLE.

In my own opinion,I'd rather look into the situation before deciding.If the person who borrows my car was drunk or took it for a joyride,then fine,I'd probably have a talk.But Dumbo didn't know anything,he didn't look into it,how could he make such a decision??P.S. Dumbo,that's your flaw.And as for Killing a person before dying,NO!!I'd rather pass away peacefully,maybe tell my friends and family about it(dying in 30 days).I know it's kind of hard to do what I'm saying,but I hope I'll do the right thing if the time comes.

Funny bits:Another friend of mine(OH my,Canadian!!) had something that I might say that he has a point:I asked him the 30 days to live as a result of any disease and he was like:"Liver,as a result of alcohol.In those 30 days,might as well drink MORE ALCOHOL!!"

I don't like alcohol or cigs,but I think he really has a point XD,for now... LOL

Georgie

Hatred in thy innocent eyes

Saturday 5th of July
Woke up at 4am to catch 5.15 train.Dad tags along,spent the 40 minute journey finding toilet.Gets to toilet,and I spent my time waiting for the verdict on the Gold Coast.Cancelled and was p*ssed.JUST MY LUCK!!Played Maple.Had a character called "Rose",reached lvl 22 as of today....

Today 6th of July.Woke up and sighed at the US Open results.
-Women's draw:all my fav picks(Sharapova,Ivanovis,Stosur) went out early.Safina's gone as well.Somehow had a bad feeling one Williams will win.Hate every female players(except my picks and Melanie Oudin,who's my new favourite female player)because they squeal worse than pregnant women undergoing a 100kg-baby-in-womb-labour.No offence,but THEY DO.
-Men's draw:It's all about that Swiss guy again.Beats Hewitt.RODDICK OUT!!NOOO!!THANK YOU ISNER!!NOT.....Rafa's still in,haven't seen much of Murray and Djoko,probably they're creeping up.I'll pick Rafa before the Swiss guy,but I know who actually has a better chance.Other picks:Murray(cuz my idol says so),Tsonga and Verdasco.

Other than that I haven't seen Rose since I picked her up.Must do so soon.....

Now for the main topic:Gender

Nope,not about anything,but I read an article in which,I have to agree with it,shows the level of stupidity women have sometimes(I'll say the same for men later).I mean,Miranda Kerr posing *ahem* in the Rolling Stones mag(article said so),chained to a tree just for showing that she wants to save koalas?All beauty,no brains..and as most of you know,artists like Ciara flaunt their s*xuality on music videos,dancing perv moves and so on(Love,S*x and Magic)....Seriously,I thought famales were smarter than males,but I'll have to suppose it's only during school years.Beyond that,I'm not so sure.Of course,I don't really want to cause controversy or anything....

Now,men,stoopid on both school and beyond.Heck,r*ping aspiring models?Nuts.Kidnapped a girl for 18 years,impregnated twice,once at 14,and calling it the "most powerful story you'll ever hear"??!!Two words:ABSOLUTE CRAP.And that doesn't stop there.From what I heard,not saying hello to your homestay parents resulted in being kicked out of the house?I'm not gonna side with anyone on this one but it sounds like a pointless argument.I mean,no hello for once and outta the house?Begeezlelus....I'm wondering if its culture clash....

You know,now that I'm blurting out all these stuff,maybe I could become a CNN reporter.Whaddaya say?Wanna see me on TV? XD Kidding

This is George,reporting from HQ...

The Secret Diary Of....

Monday,August 31st
-Rushing to finish geography today,managed to complete most of it.One of 4 out of 21who submitted in class.Boo-yah!!
-Crud,lots of work to in Chemistry and Bio.Too add salt to my already severe wounds,English had a monologue coming up at the same time,based on thatannoyingly boring book.JUST MY LUCK!!
-Went out for early tennis training today.Looked like a fool wearing a blue raincoat for 10 minutes waiting for the bus when it didn't rain and looked like it was.And if things were bad enough,it rained 15 minutes into the training!!Ha,ha...
-EVEN MORE MISERY!!Just remembered had maths test today....Thank goodness it wasn't so hard.Confident of A...
-Read The Secret Diary Of Adrian Mole Aged 13 3/4 by Sue Townshend throughout the day when I have free time.It is a "real" modern classic,not some book about a King Fly...Rating:4.25/5.Disgusted with 14 year olds getting all pervy as well as crumby old men as well as men of any other age group.Pathetic.Will sue author for s*xism.Ha!Ha!
-Went home and continued reading next Adrian Mole series entitled "The Growing Pains Of Adrian Mole".Not as funny but acceptable.Rating 4/5.Decided not to sue author due to fear of bad publicity.
-Rose is waiting for me to pick her up.She's feeling lonely.

Tuesday,Sept 1
-Mum's still hounding me over my bad brain,like a super hard glue.
-Missed on bus,and then another.Didn't need to go to school till 10.15 ue to other Grade 11's having tests on subs I didn't take.WEnt to bus stop waiting for 8.11 bus..
8.15am
-Bus is a litle late.Wait,huh?Not the bus as it has nothing on the digital board.
8.17am
Ah well,better late than never....huh?Nothing on board again...
8.23am
"Sorry,this bus is not in service".OMG...Where is the bus??!!
8.25am
-Same again.Beginning tofeel like skipping school
8.26am
-Another bus with nothing on board.Pathetic....
8.30am
Finally!!!Late by 20 minutes.Wow.....
Later at school stop
-Next bus right behind.Very nice.....NOT!!
After lunch
OMG.LOST MY PENCILCASE!!There goes my memory again...
After all that
Had talk with chem classmate in library whom I don't talk much with.Had good time.Another guy comes in and starts about girls.Asked about my love life.Replied none.Loving single.Played tennis,solid.went home.Rose is very anxiousI'm gonna tell her I need to find my own gloves before I could pick her up...

Wednesday,September 2
-Frozen cold at bus stop.Must remember to check weather forecast.Love Brunei because weaher is almost so predictable.
-Still can't find pencilcase.Bginning to think it was stolen.Suspects:Anyone who swe*rs.
-Bought new stationery.
-Talked with my friend from 1st IV about what he's doing.He says bio because he's beginning to feel into it.I'm impressed.You're good at the sub when you love it(Maths B doesn't count for me).Both exchanged out histories.....
-Spnt entire time doing chemostry assignment.Feel like my brain's getting really stressed...
-Went to geo class.Found out another test coming in 2 weeks.Empleh.....
-Maths:Calculus.Don't remember learning tht from last year.Musta been my slackig off.Did lots of questions today.Avoided homework(yay!)
-Bio:Continued assignment,played spammming with friends.Had fun.Delivered killer blw by sending 10 mails in a row unanswered.
-English:Did monologue draft.Hate drafts,why not just di the fll thing instead of tinking what o reveal and what not in draft?Sadd...Sat face to face with last year's A3 who was "p*ssed" at us o taking their spots XD.Uses swear words and pokes lots of crude fun.I am unfazed.He didn't see us coming....
-Rose getting more anxious.She's torn in hr search for Dimitri.I feel bad for her....