Me 1 , Sick Bastard 0

Very very very bad mood today, would be willing to shout at someone for a change...and yes, I swore =.= Like so badly, just for the price of winning this battle

As you can see, so far the morning is not of my liking, with the ever pushy idiot bossing around like Hitler. Good thing is I can't get any yet, and screw him

"If I drop dead,who would support both of you?"
RATHER SEE YOU DO THAT AND LEAVE ME TO STARVE, MONEYEYES

And he told me to smile, blah blah blah when going for a job
TWO WORDS FOR THAT AND A WHOLE LOTTA MORE: SO FAKE!!YOU CAN SEE BY MY FACE THAT I'M NOT IN THE MOOD AND YET SMILE??!!WHAT AM I, YOUR TV WITH YOU HAVING A REMOTE?!!

Later at the McCafe "I know you're a Gen Y"
BLAH BLAH, STOP COMPARING GENERATIONS,FOOL!THE TIME WHERE YOU CAN JUST RUSH TO THE COUNTER AND GET A JOB IS ALMOST PRACTICALLY OVER!!

Yes, and he did bought some food and drinks, but not easy to calm me. Didn't took the burger and threw the orange juice (a waste I know, but it's carbonated. Still,it's a waste....)

And now "I give you one year for tennis.It's not for casual"
EXCUSE ME, ARE YOU DOUBTING ME??!!

The whole day has been nothing but $,$ and more crappy $.*sigh* Oh well, newspapers say that students actually handle better.TAKE THAT!!

Mad Georgie

Extra,extra

Fine, I did apply, so happy now??

Guess he wasn't

"Why casual? What about the money?"

Here he goes again....

Legitimate?

Extra,extra..

*sigh* Pushing me around is bad enough, but puh-lease, are you really my father? If so, explain what sort of crap you put in, because the dates aren't right and some are overexaggerated. I hope your plan fails tomorrow, because

1)I don't really enjoy fast food
2)Can't stand smell of oil
3)Not my decision
4)I didn't take the step, hence it looks odd enough to the point I might tell my opinion about your intentions
5)I'm gonna raise the count of packets of your cigs I plan to throw away to 2

Very,very bad mood right now(sorta)

Georgie

Overload....

As you know,dad's back , and I'm overloaded again....

Anyways, not much to report, besides his "nefarious" schemes relating to money (when will he ever stop...) as well as the ever mouthful you-know-who (same rule applies). Very dysfunctional indeed....

Anyways, I've just had a really depressing day that started because of some silly dream (probably the worst ever) that I recalled I had last night in the middle of my shower...

Geez, it just got weirder...

You just can't get her out of your head, can't you loverboy?And just when you thought you did....She came back...

Georgie

Stressed

Holiday,holiday, we are holiday!!

*Steps on nail..

*begins to cry

Lol....That's so 2002....

Change Of Status

Busy studying ( weird huh :D)

Nothing much,just looking for tournaments to join

Korean James has moved up my "people to avoid" seriously,it's obvious how phoney he is....

Dad's thinking about me working at Mac,Mac and Mac.....C'mon,you a fast food eater now?I'll burn your cigs first before you could do that XP

Borrowed bio book from head of bio (uh-0oh..)

Gotta go..

Ta-ta
Georgie

Decode

Overslept...=.=

Officially gone paranoid.Have begun searching for cause of my flaws

Among the searches:

Teen memory lapse
Parental overeaction
Effects of smoking during pregnancy

I still have to do my Eng though...

G

Extra,extra...

She started it again,making all those b*tchy comments as if she's that d*mn perfect.URGH....

Disturbia

Bad night again.....mum had nothing to pick on, and practically lashed out at me for chatting and blogging this late. For her info, I don't think anyone talked to me, and I don't blog for 12 hours straight. Oh well, she erupted again and was like:

"Since when have you admitted you're wrong?"

Like OMG.....have you?

And yes, having the tantrum of a toddler, she threatened to leave me alone for boot me out and call the cops.

*sigh* Overreaction...I'll guess I'll leave the house very,very early tomorrow and come home very,very late or possibly not at all.

Ciao,
Georgie

Revolution : Veridct

Shorts

Escaped detention again :D...At the cost of likely not so good grades (and it's bad enough that the chem teacher's a tough marker...). Bio went ok, stumbled a bit, eng I will do tomorrow the presentation, submit speech as well.Oh well, you guys are lucky...

Georgie

Going Under

Guys, I'm gonna need your help

1)I've got an assignment due tomorrow and I need anyone to talk to me to keep me company as well as distract me from Mapling and BleachXD.

2)Had an ok year till these 2 weeks.HORRIBLE,urgh.....

3)also need to submit english speech tomorrow.Powerpoint presentation on Monday.Can't believe I got a C for my article.I mean,WTH.....if you want,read it and give me some tips (ask me for file)

4)Also have Bio C'level test tomorrow.Myers,looks like I have to get your help

5)Next poll:Evanescence vs Paramore. My opinion:Evanescence hand down.Goth rock is awesome XD LOL.Paramore is just a wannabe.Went back to old times with 'Going Under' from Evanescense and "All About Us" bu t.A.t.U(Something like that).Just realised that the song was originally written by the Veronicas.Figures,considering the vocals sound similar.

Reason why I picked those two songs from my memory?They were sooo epic whenh I was around P4.Used to think of those songs.Dunno why,obsessed with heartbreak I guess XD

Ciao.
Georgie

P.S Here goes dodging detention again..

Dirty Politics...

Forgot to add: Kevin Rudd's Lost Generation speech or whatever it is is SOOOO FAMILIAR.Why?Almost the same thing over and over again,just like the one to the native people.Nit that I have anything against it,but I sense plagarism.wow,and I though only students do that....

George

Revolution: preparation

Some idiot tied my bag to another bad to another bag and no one know who done it. I'm getting the impression of Nudgee students (except me and a fair few) as :

-Retards
-Idiots
-Stoners
-Playboys
-Rich
-B*tchy

And a whole lotta more degaratory words for em.Good thing they're getting some expelled though.Problem is,they're not doing crackdowns properly.As for culture,I don't see any Malays around.Hmm,maybe they really are ....... after all.....

George

Reloaded

Keanu, lemme reprise your role in Matrix 4, just dodged bio and handed it in. Hope I get good amrks, I have a bad feeling about this. Wait,that's STAR WARS!!ARGH!!

Another twitter-like post
Georgie

Matrix

sorry guys,not much today,just Mapled and Bleached XD.Will be busy in bio tomorrow

Ciao
Georgie

Lose yourself

Mr.PokeNose has just ruined it again...By that I mean my mood,my schedule and my post (believe me,I had to close without saving this post for like almost 10 times now because everytime he walks near my "HQ",he can't resist moving his eyes to take a peek.IT IS FINAL.I WILL THROW ONE PACKET OF HIS CIGARETTES INTO THE BIN.Honestly,I'm not in the mood to get ahold of my senses,so I'm really gonna do it.Out go the morals,in come the instincts..

And how did I get into this rage?Not steroids,mind you...But chinese class.Once more,it has resumed the "roulette" method of picking when it should happen,and this week it's tomorrow,which so happens to be clashing with my tennis lessons again....C'mon,give all of us a break.You've switched dates like what?15 times?THAT'S PATHETIC!!Look,mum told me to put subjects first,and I don't like to do so,but I obliged and LOOK WHAT I GET.My schedule IS SO MESSED UP RIGHT NOW.Seriously,don't try to abuse power of being a teacher and set class dates whenever you like.The teacher's strike going on now is annoying me a lot,and for you to add extra burden to my severely limited patience makes me blow up pretty easily?

And guess what?In comes PokeNose...I got back and here's the scenario(in my room)

"Where's your name on the booklet?"
"what booklet?"
*points to awards night booklet
"Oh that,you don't need to have a name,it's just a program?
"Come one,do you best in what you are doing.Why isn't your name there?why didn't you get any awards?Even tennis?"
*walks out of the room
As I closed the door to have some privacy,it slapped me hard:HE ACTUALLY EXPECTS ME TO HAVE ONE

here's a salvo for you: YOU'RE AN OBSESSIVE FREAK WHO CARES OF NOTHING BUT ACCOLADES AND MONEY.FURTHERMORE,YOU CAN'T RESIST INVADING MY PRIVACY WHENEVER YOU WANT.YOU'RE MORE LIKE A STALKER.IF I WERE A GIRL,IMAGINE WHAT YOU MAY HAVE DONE.YOU'RE JUST SOME IDIOT WHO CRAVES FOR UNNECESSARY THINGS IN LIFE.IF YOU CAN ASK ME THOSE STUPID QUESTIONS,THEN LET ME ASK YOU THESE:"WHERE'S YOURS?WHY AREN'T YOU WORKING HERE?WHY WOULD YOU DRAG ME ALL THE WAY HERE TO THIS SAVAGE ISLAND ALONG WITH YOU JUST FOR TO MAKE SOME MONEY FOR YOURSELF AND GIVE ME SOME CRAPPY TALK ABOUT STUFF THAT'S REALLY NOT IMPORTANT AT ALL.TO BE HONEST WITH YOU,YOU'RE A FAILURE WHEN IT COMES TO PARENTHOOD,AND WITH THAT YOU DRAGGED ME INTO BECOMING A FAILURE LIKE YOU,YOU WASHED UP LOST GENERATION AKA GENERATION X,WHO ACTUALLY SOMKES AND DRINKS FOR THE SAKE OF IT.YOU KNEW THE EFFECTS,YET YOU DIDN'T BOTHER.IF SOMETHING WRONG HAPPENS AS A RESULT OF YOUR HABITS,I WILL NOT SHOW MUCH SYMPATHY.

Sheesh,big deal.I mean,I want to get an academic award,and it would be nice to have one being in my 1st year.But puh-leeze,there's other things to that.If you're thiking of me getting a scholarship,I still have a year to go.In that year anything could happen,but at this rate you're gonna be the biggest obstacle in my path.Just to let you know I'm actually within reach of Geography's No.1 spot(I should be No.2 by now having topped the other no.2 student in this semester) as well as top 3 in bio(Only 3 have A's).I can do it,but these guys work just as hard as I do and they probably are more natural than me.C'mon,I don't see you having much accolades yourself.And what an irony.A few years back,you were encouraging me to take an ECA.And for the last year or two,you were whining around about not going for scouting or tennis.GET YOUR MIND RIGHT,RETARD.I HAVE MY OWN AGENDA,AND IF IT'S DIFFERENT FROM YOURS,THE SO BE IT.YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE SUPPORTIVE EVEN IF YOU'RE HARSH,YET YOU'RE CONTRADICTING ON WHAT I DO AND SCHEMED TO GET ME TO YOUR EXPERTISE.DREAM ON,BAKA!!THIS IS PART OF MY LIFE.YOU EITHER SERVE AS AN INFLUENCE OR A HINDRANCE.YOU DON'T HAVE A REMOTE CONTROL ON ME.

I feel a little better now.......

About 30 mins ago,he told me if I was busy...*Note that my mood is still seriously bad

"Yeah"
"Open the NAB website"
"I said I was busy"
"Just for 5 minutes"

And then he instructed me this that,log in,username and password.when it came to the password,I fumbled a little and after the whole thing was done....

"Took you 3 times to get it right...See?People talk,you don't listen.."

ARGH,SCREW YOU.HAVE YOU GOT EVERYTHING RIGHT THE 1ST TIME??!!YOU'RE SERIOUSLY ONE OF A KIND.

Right now I wish I had never been born(honest),or mum actually giving birth to my sibling instead of me.Who knows what could happen?Maybe he/she would have a like different life I have,maybe the same.Maybe we could have looked out for each other,and protect each other.Unfortunately,I walk alone,no one backing me up.I guess life s*cks after all,you can't have what you wanted.I wonder if this is all worth fighting for,if this is all dying for....

I've only got one shot,it's my chance to blow.This opportunity comes once in a lifetime..
George

The Lost Generation

Twitter format today!! LOL

"Dad's still being Mr.PokeNose.Needs to know the word privacy.Might make ultimatum regarding his cigs soon.May even threaten to dispose them.I might dare...."

XOXO,
Georgie

Stay through it all

My recent "pimpings" of my blog will continue!!

Here's the good news:

-I should have been casted for the lead role in "The Matrix" trilogy because I managed to dodge detention over and over again :D as a result on handing in my work on time.

-I somehow feel very heated whenever I listen to the song "Evacuate The Dancefloor" by Cascada (I danced too much?O.O).I hate to say this, but it's AWESOME (Cobra Starship,you've gotta run for your money.Poll for best dance song will be after "Worst Female Artist Of The Year")

-djoker beat Fed-Ex (Ooh-la-la)

-I found a way to watch Secret Life online

And now the bad news:

-Classification of dad : MoneyEyes,Degrader,Mr. I-come-home-at-the-wrong-time,Sir PokeNose(Evident by his constant checking of my room so paranoid he could have also possibly have been mistaken for a stalker or worse.......)
-Classification of mum: Me-right-u-wrong,Me-smart-u-dumb,Me-talk-u-listen-and-don't-talk-me-back-cuz-I'm-Me-right-u-wrong-and-Me-smart-u-dumb,Me-add-extra-quote-after-dad-so-that-u-go-crazy,Degrader 2

-Bio and chem is looming,gotta call Keanu Reeves to teach me more of the Matrix....
-Chelsea beat Man U 1-0

-Celts lost for 1st time....

Enough of that for now....

I got a bit down again,thanks to the combo of somehow sappy songs(culminating with my current No.1 pick :D).And somehow,the ripples almost turned to earthquakes.Furthermore,I have seriously bad luck in both missing buses and ending up sitting behind some couple flirting =.=

I READ A NEW BOOK!!It's by Nick Earls(an author from Brisbane and one of the few aussies,about 10, that I don't hate) entitled "The True Story Of Butterfish" (which is pretty oily in taste LOL)

Summary:After a band album tanked,a 30-something slightly overweight dude settles down in a residential area.He meets a 16-year old schoolgirl,her 14-year old punk brother and their mother.Things change when the girls suddenly seems more than interested in his music.To make things worse,the band lead singer,who was the catalyst in breaking up the band,decides to drop by.(btw forgot to add the family of 3 are his neighbours)

Rating: 4 stars out of 5

why?
Good points:
-Girl is pretty charming,punk kid rebellious and mum's a little bad in cooking(make that very bad)
-Man has a sad story(fits perfectly)
-Lots more in "Shocking stuff"

Bad points:
-280 pages?Awwwww
-A little soft on the ending (like girl kisses man on cheek?)
-It's not sappy enough to make me cry(well,almost)

SHOCKING POINTS!!
-Man actually had a studio which so happen to overlook the neighbours pool courtesy of a dead bush and twice he spotted something "indecent" and apparently she knew it the second time a round and when she visited him,she wasn't wearing any Triump(you get the point)

Verdict:OMG,ewwww,perv......

-Band leader actually slept with man's then girlfriend and no-one knew

Verdict:Ewwww,OMG,HOW COULD YOU,YOU DIRTY ROCKSTAR!!

Page 159-162
-Girl actually snuck in to his house,took a shower and wore the bathrobe he just bought.When he got back,she actually "French"(you know the next word...) and ALMOST *ahem*.Luckily it stopped at some point where the girl returned to her senses and rushed out of the house and into hers,unfortunatly leaving her clothes back in his house which she forgot after she took a shower (shirt,pants,even knickers...).

Verdict:OMG,NOOOOOOOO!!!!,ewwww,lewd,perv....Can't he be like younger so the romance would be more believable,NICK EARLS YOU ALMOST MADE ME CRY,SKOP THE PAGES NOW!!!!

-Man's brother was g*y

Verdict:SHOCKING.......

-Punk kid has fishes named after rockstars,wears black often,drinks beer

verdict:ARE YOU NUTS!!!

Oh well,that's all for today,see you soon!!

I realise your laugh is the best sound I have ever heard,
Georgie

Jump,then fall into me...

Okay,short post since I'm wayy past bedtime (1130pm by the way..)

-Dad's here as usual,coming at the wrong time and got me really grumpy at 7am.Funny how he comes at a bad time(like,I'm supposed to finish my work now and he comes back wreaking havoc on my planned schedule)

-Will post out new top 5 for the week (2 new entries!!)

-I have fallen in love :D........with this song LOL

Taylor Swift: Jump Then Fall

I like the way you sound in the morning,
We're on the phone and without a warning
I realise your laugh is the best sound I have ever heard

I like the way I can't keep my focus
I watch you talk you didn't notice
I hear the words but all I can think is we should be together

(chorus)
Every time you smile,I smile
And everytime you shine,I'll shine for you

Woah I'm feeling you baby
Don't be afraid to jump then fall,jump then fall into me

Baby I'm never gonna leave you
Say that you wanna be with me too
Cause I'm gonna stay through it all so jump then fall

Well I like the way your hair falls in your face
You got the keys to me I love the freckles on your face,oh,
I've never been so wrapped up,honey
I like the way you're everything I ever wanted

I had time to think it over and all I can say is come closer
Take a deep breath and jump then fall into me

Every time you smile, I smile
And everytime you shine, I'll shine for you

Woah I'm feeling you baby
Don't be afraid to jump then fall, jump then fall into me

Baby I'm never gonna leave you
Say that you wanna be with me too
Cause I'm gonna stay through it all so jump then fall

The bottom's gonna drop out from under our feet
I'll catch you, I'll catch you
When people say things that brings you to your knees,
I'll catch you
The time is gonna come when you're so mad you could cry
But I'll hold you through the night until you smile

Whoa I need you baby
Don't be afraid please
Jump then fall, jump then fall into me

Baby I'm never gonna leave you
Say that you wanna be with me too
Cause I'm gonna stay through it all so jump then fall

Jump then fall baby
Jump then fall tino me, into me

Every time you smile, I smile
And every time you shine, I'll shine
And every time you're here baby, I'll show you, I'll show you
You can jump then fall, jump then fall, jump then fall into me, into me

End

Love,
Georgie

Interlude

Getting busier by the day.Another short post.

-dodged "detention bullets" by submitting my work on time (yay!!:D)
-met my Little Brother(a term used to describe someone who you're mentoring.In this case,I guess I gotta relive scout days again :D)
-Listened to awfully funny comment made by my friend's little brother("Wow dad,he's really fat"? ROFL c'mon kid,Phil's pretty average for a cybergeek,and tall too,so I might suggest not to make him go all crazy on ya XD but still,good observation,just need to keep some thing to yourself)
-Felt a bit glad at more expulsions(this time it's some 16B player I know saying s*xually harrasing words at the hospitality teacher.And he's even the dux of hospitality...whutta waste.Oh well,you get what your tongue truly deserves)
-Went to awards night(main story below)

To be honest,I'd still prefer to imagine a CHMS's glitz and glamour event(starts thinking of some ridiculous gala dinner where every ex-classmates I know wears D& G,or Jimmy Choo,or Louis Vuitton, ooh-la-la.......).I assure you,if I were to give a rating on this,it'll probably be 5.5/10.Seriously,DINNERTIME??!!AND NO DINNER??!!You've just made a lot of people angry.....And to top it all off,it's friggin compulsory.Nudgee,you've really messed up big time.....and the presentations weren't so good,awards were kind of jumbled,AV crew were HORRIBLE(Show them how it's done,1003 :D),singers were somehow "underperforming"(Right back at you,Mr.Wiseman aka the one who went a little r*cist on tuesday when describing multiculturalism by saying black face,yellow face,etc....To be honest,I still love to hear those CHMS mainstays even though I may get a little tired of em.No offence NC..but people who sing here are either those can't hit the notes,or those who thing they have voices of canaries when they're more like shrieking...)

I've also recently watched Taylor Swift's new video(I'M NOT OBSESSED,MIND YOU) "Fifteen".I have that song for sometime now,and the video was somehow a little sad.Rating:8/10.Maybe just as good as Love Story and You Belong With Me.Love the flowers :D

Hmm,apparently another artist will be coming to Brisbane soon.Clue:"Hit me baby one more time..." I'd prefer to let the critics do the talking....and yes,she's lip-synching(don't they all do?)

Alright,it's past midnight,and dad's coming back tomorrow(noooooooooo!!!).Be back soon :D

P.S. New poll of worst female artist will be out soon XD.

George

Phoenix

Well,well,Saturday's gone and it's official:16A'S ARE THE 1ST EVER UNDEFEATED TEAM IN NC TO WIN TENNIS PREMIERSHIP(Not sure if "ever" is included.I think it does..:D)

What do you know,long season...now that I look back at it,I feel glad that I've made strides and I'm looking forward to make the 1st IV next year(believe me,I feel I've got a good shot at it right now :D)

I missed the break-up yesterday as I was busy playing tennis fixtures with my partner(in GPS).Yuki insisted that he gets to play No.1 singles this time.Oh well,I knew his intentions ,so I might as well let him.As a result,I missed the whole thing altogether(and the pizzas...mum insisted that she should be coming as well...grrr and she missed 1 type of pizza....Note to self:Go alone and not play fixtures on break-up next year).Basically the awards were about most consisted and most improved(in our team,our No.1 player got most consistent because he was undefeated himself,but to be honest he got kind of lucky XD.) whereas Yuki took home the Mot Improved in our age group(TOTALLY DESERVED IT.I'll settle for a close second).

It's hard to concentrate on what's happening and I found myself 2-5 down in the 1st set and I was like:"Great,you missed the whole thing.Wasn't much anyways,but still you missed it.Now that it's ended,no more worries,just move along..."

And so I did,winning the next 10 games to snatch the 1st set 7-5 and go 5-0 up in the second before he stopped the rot(ARGH!).Closed out the set and the match is mine :D

Well...Short one again because it's a busy time of the year.And if I'm not wrong your 'O' levels are almost done right?I HATE YOU ALL!!! XD kidding

You know how much I love you all

Georgie