Grim

Not so bad turned very bad day...

Lost in 3 tight sets 4-6 7-5 4-6 in the 1st round.Knew my mistakes and positives, just can't achieve state of harmony...

1st of all,what's with dad laughing over the phone? My answer: He wants me off the court
 Mum glaring at me like a serial killer? Hey, the need to win drains a person of power, and that's what I got wrong.I think about winning, and I'm not even close to finishing the match.

Guess both never got the true meaning of sports.I mean, they're all thinking about physical stuff, and yet, they're missing on something else...

The brain,people,the brain...

Look,take for example,Federer (I know some of you may not like him, but bear with me).He doesn't look as physically imposing as,say, Nadal.In my opinion, Rafa would have rolled him up and throw him without a problem. But why couldn't Rafa beat Fed all the time?The answer lies within the mind. People say the game is 50% physical,50% mental. I might agree, but I reckon it's the mental that comes first.What's the point of being so buff when you don't feel so well?You may be muscular, but when your mind isn't up to it,you're just as limp as a huffing 100kg man doing a marathon,right?

Now back to Fed and Rafa.Put Rafa's physical at a full 50%,whereas Fed's probably around 35-40.Now,take the mentality into play.Fed's not perfect nowadays,so I'll give a 40-45 and Rafa probably just the same.Result: Fed 75-85 Rafa 90-95 no?So it means Rafa beats Fed right? That's if only the mental holds up. When Fed has a better mentality than Rafa,the game changes.get what I mean?

Sure, probably doesn't make much sense, but that's how I think...

Oh and just one note: Mum's trying to reach an agreement and breached it without even knowing it.Hey, you want me to share ideas?I will, but what's the meaning of it when you actually want your own ideas?
P-thetic.......Guess she looks satisfied that she gets what she wants, but she doesn't know what I really think....Hey,I may be an a**hole or an idiot like what you said, but I'm no pushover.Learn to respect?More like earn the respect.....Harsh,but that's what you get when my different personality takes over.

Georgie