Road to UQ

felt very "in peace" (not "resting", mind you) when I took a test route to UQ solo.Loved it.Feel better already XD

R.I.P

"Rehab In Progress", NOT "Rest In Peace".I'd love to if I had much less stress...

Dad's still on moneytalk and it's blowing by brains out. It's pretty ironic considering how mad he was ranting about not making much $$ in environmental management and a few days ago we visited a friend of his and he was behing the idea of getting a job related to the fields of environment. Nice try dad, but don't push your luck too much. I won't be worrying much about the money, but you'd better start thinking about the effects of your engineering projects or you'll face a very unusual boot in the future =.=

Anyways, decade is almost up, might as well post some top 10's.Hopefully I'll get em done before 2010.

Ciao
Georgie

Same ol' thing, brand new day..

Dad's still insane.....parents don't get the fact that they're not the ones playing.....very screwed up head right now....Actually almost served one at his knee when he wasn't looking.....Will post plenty of "Best and worst of the decade" lists in the next few days..

Georgie

T'is no longer a season for me to be jolly....

Actually, I have lots of things to say right now, but I'll just vent out the TNT that I currently have in my system.

 Mostly, it's about dad.If his money talk wasn't enough,he repeats the same story over again.Talks about how much earned and spent,jobs at Mac(and I thought he got smarter,.....),talks with his friends over the phone and mostly included me as a "waste of money" and last but not least, gave me 3 months in tennis.WTF(There,I used it.Just felt I had to..),2 years,1 year and now 3 months,you certainly have your mind rewired every time.He had an argument with mum which annoyed me in bed..And called me out past midnight just to give me some "emomoneytalk" about his life.Blah,so much stress was in my system I couldn't be bothered to shed a tear like I used to.It no longer works on me, and that same thing happened in watching the movie(just posted the review).enjoyed it,but didn't divert me from my main goal.

Yes, and today he's getting a car so he could bring me out to court.And 2 days ago he actually said he wanted to play against me.He continued on,boasting about how his dad booted him out of the table tennis team(Gramps was a state coach) and he came back and "killed" every one of gramp's students.Honestly, I don't really care if I were gramps,dad, but you getting kicked out tells me something.And if you even dare to step on the court with me on the other end, I might not guarantee your safety.

Your use of the word "kill" is more of a sign that you're one sick man. I don't like that word. And that's why if you really are gonna play against me today, I'm more than happy enough to bust your knees (he's had surgery there..) and make you play until you have found the right answer to my question: "What makes a sportsman continue to play?". Yes, I wouldn't be surprised if most of you, like "dad" would reply that the desire to win is the one. However, I have my own opinion. I mean, why does someone of no ranking or a pro who's in the 1000's continue to play, even if there's not much prizemoney or they can't get past the first round in some big tournaments?Surely it can't be winning that keeps em going,because they don't win much.And if they don't win much, then the desire to win is sapped out of them, and there wouldn't be any point in playing.

I reckon it has something to do with love for the game. One musn't think of winning. He/she should be glad that they've got to where they are and no matter what happens, avoid the temptation of wins in favour of the love for the game.

But it's hard to change someone. While I stand by this principle,mum and dad are trying to force me their own because that's what they think I should be focused on :winning. Two words: ****you (not sure if it's the "f" word...). They're expecting wins,wins and more wins,and now have lost sight of how I come to play this sport.Yes, they might be true, but the roots shouldn't be cut or the plant will die..

There's actually more...Dad pressing me to get a scholarship(my grades are solid, but I know I can do it.This country on the other hand.....Gah,you know,skin tones.....),but I'm done for now.Apologies for not saying anything to you guys this season, but I'll try to send something to everyone (via e-mail..).For now, I'm h*ll-bent on getting dad straight,or I'll just bust his knees and not let him drive the car until he find the answer.if he doesn't,he's probably not gonna see me much longer..

The Proposal

4.5/5

Honestly, the best movie I've watched in '09.No doubt about that.Ending was a little meh.....but was I happy?Right up till the end,before I resumed my "bad mood".That's a sign which shows that something bad will happen to someone if I find and opportunity to do so......

Sting

As usual, dad's began his "moneytalk" again, and this time he got a little smarter but still,getting a job at Coles, one of the largest (if not the largest) retail stores in Oz, is a pipe dream.....*sigh* If there truly was Santa, I'd wish for supportive parents instead of having one that whines and prefers to stick to her own words and not swallow the truth while the other rambles on about how useless everyone is without him...

Ah well,life's life.Dad's strapped weights on my ankles.NOT HAPPY.Researching the pros and cons,hopefully find something that suits my taste (namely, tendon snaps and increased thigh width). Will post to my door.Also, must print room privacy as well.Mum and dad know how to open but not close the door.

P.S mum,don't throw a fit whenever I ask and you reply with something snappy.After all, you did ask me something rather retarded...You're like 54 years old and a piece of cutlery called "fork" is what I used.I wonder how'd you manage to ask the question "Is that a spoon or a fork?".

Like you said,look before you talk.Unfortunately, you're gonna have to swallow your own words up one by one.They're beginning to get you...

Georgie

Countdown

The first is always the best, and every other time is worse than the last.Being first and last, welcome to the world where you'd better off being nothing..

You step on court,you're a hundred percent focused.You play your game,ignoring anything that happens outside the court.You don't want any distractions,and get annoyed when it happens.You're losing,but you don't lose your cool.A calm mind is needed at times like these.Even so, you still lose.At any moment when you step out of the court, during or after the match, you will lose your concentration.The adrenaline rush is gone, so has the edge, and you lose focus.Game, set, match to your opponent.

That's what happened yesterday. I know that I could have won, but I opted for the toilet break at 2-3 down on serve (when I gotta go,I gotta go...).All of a sudden,I stepped back on court, and 3 double faults came....

Too bad,I made my choice, but that's how it is. Tennis is as complex as any other sport.Each has their own opinions.I chose mine, and I don't think it's a wrong one.Besides, it's not like it's right or wrong,it's simply our own choices.Don't like it, then get used to it,don't argue that yours is correct(unless you're a radical pragmatist...)

*sigh*Slept for like 14 hours from 5pm-7am without getting dinner.Dad's coming back today, looks like I'm gonna have to get through another bad week.What a nice Christmas mood indeed....

Georgie

When I Come Around

Friend had to withdraw today...So sadd...One week of his trash talk all came down to nothing,and the next thing was I had to faqce the 5th seed without much of a hit up.Went down 0-6 2-6 (Yes, it's both I'm terrible and he's good) and went straight for doubles, where my partner and I were greeted by two pesky retards who couldn't stop blabbering. Honestly, I'd be willing to sponsor them a gender transplant or star in a show called "Gossip Boys".Took em out without much humiliation 6-0 6-0.Next stop the 2nd seed, one of them which I hold a grudge over (see post with Shaw Park stuff...somewhere....).But first,I gotta beat up my partner in singles consolation XD

Coxsedge,you may beat me in any fun games, but on court,YOU'RE BUSTED XD.See you in Club Coops.

Georgie

Morning glory is a fairytale story....

*sigh* Mum has done it again...This time waking me up just to hand me her phone which was a wrong number call from a person looking for "Joshua Toronto"...I mean, George Wong=Joshua Toronto? Is it me or you've been abducted by aliens?

Then, while making my breakfast, I prepared 2 pairs of bread, took out bacon and kaya...(Don't tell me you're thinking like my mum...) and she was like "Bacon and kaya don't mix"

"I've got 2 pairs,so I'm not mixing em"

"Just tellin you"

Ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh,MALLLUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

Yeah right, you're just trying to pick on me again.....

What a way to start the day.I gotta get my haircut(bush will be gone for at least 2 months XD) and register for tourneys.Mum still acting as if she's the one playing and still insists on leg weights.FYI,I don't have WiiSticks on my hand, and I don't hold tennis rackets with my foot.....When you're hitting the ball, you're moving.What's the point of able to get to the ball if you don't know how to hit? Yesh, you probably can't get to the ball as often, but at least you can control the ball....

Georgie

Tune up

Nothing much, still mum's insistence on leg weights while I go out alone in the park for some mind-refreshing views and take some pics.In short,I'm exploring :D

A little sick though..

Coxsedge, need you online to report your scores so I can analyse you for our match on Thursday XD

Georgie

Very sour indeed....

Actually, I felt like describing the Green Day concert last night, but I guess I'll just let you guys know on msn.Reason? you-know-who has done it again, spoiling the atmosphere of harmony by jumping the gun on certain matters and shooting the innocent....

Came back home with the feeling that the fun has ended and it's time to come back to reality. Guess what? I fell through the earth...

Drank barley to relieve my sore throat, and suddenly mum was like "You know why they don't call you?Because you don't do skipping,or running(Honestly, it makes me recall old times which I prefer not) or any sort.How could you just sit here and expect yourself to win?"

Now,it may sound true, but analyse what you-know-who said closely as well as the continuing scenario

Got ready for bed, definitely feeling irritated,. Planned for early leave and so I slept in my tennis gear.

Next morning, woke up at 730am, and the first thing was her whining.

"what time is your practice(830am),what time is it now?What can't you set your alarm?I purposely made this a test"

Yeah right, SO LAME.SINCE WHEN DID YOU SET TESTS?YOU'RE JUST TRYING TO PROVE YOU HAVE COMPLETE CONTROL WHILE DAD'S NOT AROUND AND CONTINUOUSLY BRAG ABOUT HOW WELL YOU COULD DO ON YOUR OWN.GET REAL,*****.

I left in about 5 mins without saying a word.It's a pain to argue with the "radical pragmatist"......I suppose you know what that means...plainly due to the fact that she is one....

Went for practice when I should be in a good mood(and I'm not).Backhand was unusual due to high consistency and power,serve was ok and my forehand which would be my main weapon was screwed up.Talk about bad days.....

Came back home,dad called and mum threatened that she would fly back to Philli due to his insistence over her getting a job. She whined when he requested me over the phone.He began talking his "moneytalk", and due to the boredom(or sickness) of hearing, I pointed the phone away until I feel I wanna listen and do so when "moneytalk" happens again.Rude,I know, but getiing a job at KFC is something I don't really wanna hear.I mean, STOP THINKING ABOUT FAST FOOD CHAINS,BAKA!!!

And now mum's forcing(not encouraging due to tone difference) me to exercise my legs because she thinks that my footwork is slack.OF COURSE IT IS.Unfortunately, I don't really like pleasing people by doing what they want if they force me to, and hence I sulkily picked up the bell and place it on my left arm.Still she insisted,and I wouldn't budge. In the end she was like:"What's the point if you're not winning at all?Look at the others.They train because they want to improve."

For your info,you-know-who, I don't see the others talk the way you do. They don't talk like they're the ones who want their kids to play.THAT'S THE BOTTOM LINE,AND THAT P*SSES ME OFF.Like I said,I don't like pleasing anyone who forces me to do something, and I have my own way of doing things which doesn't suits yours or success's, and YOU CAN'T MAKE ME. After all,it's not like you're playing.And don't say it's "heartbrokening" (ooooh, and you correct me like a teacher =.=) to see me lose badly,DON'T WATCH THEN. Honestly, I don't really appreciate both of you watching, because you'd pop in a few audible words here and there, which totally irks me because I feel that it's not me playing for what I want to play for(something that makes me feel free to express myself), but playing for both of you.That, I have to say, IS THE WORST POSSIBLE THING WHEN IT COMES TO WHAT ONE DOES. Tchhh,discouraging,pushy, yet attempting to make a child play for your sake. I'VE GOT TWO WORDS FOR THAT: DOWNRIGHT FAILURE!!

All of us have different views, and no surprises if I get a backlash, but I consider this post a non-pragmatic one(relativist?realitical?whuddever...)

Sweet.........

Date: Tuesday 08/12/2009 3:42:17 PM




Dear George Wong,



Thank you for your application.



Unfortunately, at this point in time, we have filled all positions. However, unless you request otherwise, we will hold onto your application for 90 days, in the event that a position does become available.



In the interim, if you have not already done so, please feel free to apply to another McDonald's restaurant of your choice.



Kind Regards



McDonald's Toombul


Hehe, I've won the battle for now XD

After Dark

Grrr...woke up at almost 7pm,XD

Well,that's because I went for early morning tennis at 8.30am and lasted till 11.with temperatures of up to 100 degrees Farenheit, I think I went to the Nudgee Human Oven Club XD...2 and a half hours of torture and I'm gonna go on Thursday XD.

Green Day conceert:Getting pumped :D

Sweating soooo much..Eww...

Tiger, ima let you finish, but ROCK STARS HAVE THE MOST MISTRESSES OF ALL TIME!!Lol,that's Kanye style XD.I still do think you've been cheating, but I hope it's certainly not up to the ridiculous numbers that are appearing now.There's 2 views in this situation, and here's what they look like

1)A bad portrayal of men as playboys
If it's all true,people are going :"Oooooh Tiger,you're a fine stud alright...." and you'd probably end up being extra depressed andprobably retired from golf.

2)Bad portrayal of the women in this scandal as either **uts or piranhas
I'm more towards this one(excluding the **ut part): Some are true,but others are fame-seekers,eager to make a quick buck out of it.

Oh well, evolution is a funny thing....

Georgie

P.S. I'm not really happy because i slept XD

21st Century Breakdown

Green Day concert coming right up!!yay!Yesh,I certainly know the enemy XD.

With approval,I can now see em live :D

Nothing much,still Bleach-ing XD

Home alone

Title says it all...

Parents out with friend so I'm more than happy to trash the whole house XD

Found out my cooking skills are somehow rusty.Rating for my noodles: 7.5/10(Definitely not good)

Went to the dentist yesterday.Never liked em',stayed the same.Will have to visit again on the 11th.ARGH. Resisted parents' insistence on braces.Helloooo,I'm not Brad Pitt nor am I gonna be some A-lister....

One tennis tourney cancelled...NOOOOO!!!

Still hoping job app fails.....=.=

Georgie

Me 1 , Sick Bastard 0

Very very very bad mood today, would be willing to shout at someone for a change...and yes, I swore =.= Like so badly, just for the price of winning this battle

As you can see, so far the morning is not of my liking, with the ever pushy idiot bossing around like Hitler. Good thing is I can't get any yet, and screw him

"If I drop dead,who would support both of you?"
RATHER SEE YOU DO THAT AND LEAVE ME TO STARVE, MONEYEYES

And he told me to smile, blah blah blah when going for a job
TWO WORDS FOR THAT AND A WHOLE LOTTA MORE: SO FAKE!!YOU CAN SEE BY MY FACE THAT I'M NOT IN THE MOOD AND YET SMILE??!!WHAT AM I, YOUR TV WITH YOU HAVING A REMOTE?!!

Later at the McCafe "I know you're a Gen Y"
BLAH BLAH, STOP COMPARING GENERATIONS,FOOL!THE TIME WHERE YOU CAN JUST RUSH TO THE COUNTER AND GET A JOB IS ALMOST PRACTICALLY OVER!!

Yes, and he did bought some food and drinks, but not easy to calm me. Didn't took the burger and threw the orange juice (a waste I know, but it's carbonated. Still,it's a waste....)

And now "I give you one year for tennis.It's not for casual"
EXCUSE ME, ARE YOU DOUBTING ME??!!

The whole day has been nothing but $,$ and more crappy $.*sigh* Oh well, newspapers say that students actually handle better.TAKE THAT!!

Mad Georgie

Extra,extra

Fine, I did apply, so happy now??

Guess he wasn't

"Why casual? What about the money?"

Here he goes again....

Legitimate?

Extra,extra..

*sigh* Pushing me around is bad enough, but puh-lease, are you really my father? If so, explain what sort of crap you put in, because the dates aren't right and some are overexaggerated. I hope your plan fails tomorrow, because

1)I don't really enjoy fast food
2)Can't stand smell of oil
3)Not my decision
4)I didn't take the step, hence it looks odd enough to the point I might tell my opinion about your intentions
5)I'm gonna raise the count of packets of your cigs I plan to throw away to 2

Very,very bad mood right now(sorta)

Georgie

Overload....

As you know,dad's back , and I'm overloaded again....

Anyways, not much to report, besides his "nefarious" schemes relating to money (when will he ever stop...) as well as the ever mouthful you-know-who (same rule applies). Very dysfunctional indeed....

Anyways, I've just had a really depressing day that started because of some silly dream (probably the worst ever) that I recalled I had last night in the middle of my shower...

Geez, it just got weirder...

You just can't get her out of your head, can't you loverboy?And just when you thought you did....She came back...

Georgie

Stressed

Holiday,holiday, we are holiday!!

*Steps on nail..

*begins to cry

Lol....That's so 2002....

Change Of Status

Busy studying ( weird huh :D)

Nothing much,just looking for tournaments to join

Korean James has moved up my "people to avoid" seriously,it's obvious how phoney he is....

Dad's thinking about me working at Mac,Mac and Mac.....C'mon,you a fast food eater now?I'll burn your cigs first before you could do that XP

Borrowed bio book from head of bio (uh-0oh..)

Gotta go..

Ta-ta
Georgie

Decode

Overslept...=.=

Officially gone paranoid.Have begun searching for cause of my flaws

Among the searches:

Teen memory lapse
Parental overeaction
Effects of smoking during pregnancy

I still have to do my Eng though...

G

Extra,extra...

She started it again,making all those b*tchy comments as if she's that d*mn perfect.URGH....

Disturbia

Bad night again.....mum had nothing to pick on, and practically lashed out at me for chatting and blogging this late. For her info, I don't think anyone talked to me, and I don't blog for 12 hours straight. Oh well, she erupted again and was like:

"Since when have you admitted you're wrong?"

Like OMG.....have you?

And yes, having the tantrum of a toddler, she threatened to leave me alone for boot me out and call the cops.

*sigh* Overreaction...I'll guess I'll leave the house very,very early tomorrow and come home very,very late or possibly not at all.

Ciao,
Georgie

Revolution : Veridct

Shorts

Escaped detention again :D...At the cost of likely not so good grades (and it's bad enough that the chem teacher's a tough marker...). Bio went ok, stumbled a bit, eng I will do tomorrow the presentation, submit speech as well.Oh well, you guys are lucky...

Georgie

Going Under

Guys, I'm gonna need your help

1)I've got an assignment due tomorrow and I need anyone to talk to me to keep me company as well as distract me from Mapling and BleachXD.

2)Had an ok year till these 2 weeks.HORRIBLE,urgh.....

3)also need to submit english speech tomorrow.Powerpoint presentation on Monday.Can't believe I got a C for my article.I mean,WTH.....if you want,read it and give me some tips (ask me for file)

4)Also have Bio C'level test tomorrow.Myers,looks like I have to get your help

5)Next poll:Evanescence vs Paramore. My opinion:Evanescence hand down.Goth rock is awesome XD LOL.Paramore is just a wannabe.Went back to old times with 'Going Under' from Evanescense and "All About Us" bu t.A.t.U(Something like that).Just realised that the song was originally written by the Veronicas.Figures,considering the vocals sound similar.

Reason why I picked those two songs from my memory?They were sooo epic whenh I was around P4.Used to think of those songs.Dunno why,obsessed with heartbreak I guess XD

Ciao.
Georgie

P.S Here goes dodging detention again..

Dirty Politics...

Forgot to add: Kevin Rudd's Lost Generation speech or whatever it is is SOOOO FAMILIAR.Why?Almost the same thing over and over again,just like the one to the native people.Nit that I have anything against it,but I sense plagarism.wow,and I though only students do that....

George

Revolution: preparation

Some idiot tied my bag to another bad to another bag and no one know who done it. I'm getting the impression of Nudgee students (except me and a fair few) as :

-Retards
-Idiots
-Stoners
-Playboys
-Rich
-B*tchy

And a whole lotta more degaratory words for em.Good thing they're getting some expelled though.Problem is,they're not doing crackdowns properly.As for culture,I don't see any Malays around.Hmm,maybe they really are ....... after all.....

George

Reloaded

Keanu, lemme reprise your role in Matrix 4, just dodged bio and handed it in. Hope I get good amrks, I have a bad feeling about this. Wait,that's STAR WARS!!ARGH!!

Another twitter-like post
Georgie

Matrix

sorry guys,not much today,just Mapled and Bleached XD.Will be busy in bio tomorrow

Ciao
Georgie

Lose yourself

Mr.PokeNose has just ruined it again...By that I mean my mood,my schedule and my post (believe me,I had to close without saving this post for like almost 10 times now because everytime he walks near my "HQ",he can't resist moving his eyes to take a peek.IT IS FINAL.I WILL THROW ONE PACKET OF HIS CIGARETTES INTO THE BIN.Honestly,I'm not in the mood to get ahold of my senses,so I'm really gonna do it.Out go the morals,in come the instincts..

And how did I get into this rage?Not steroids,mind you...But chinese class.Once more,it has resumed the "roulette" method of picking when it should happen,and this week it's tomorrow,which so happens to be clashing with my tennis lessons again....C'mon,give all of us a break.You've switched dates like what?15 times?THAT'S PATHETIC!!Look,mum told me to put subjects first,and I don't like to do so,but I obliged and LOOK WHAT I GET.My schedule IS SO MESSED UP RIGHT NOW.Seriously,don't try to abuse power of being a teacher and set class dates whenever you like.The teacher's strike going on now is annoying me a lot,and for you to add extra burden to my severely limited patience makes me blow up pretty easily?

And guess what?In comes PokeNose...I got back and here's the scenario(in my room)

"Where's your name on the booklet?"
"what booklet?"
*points to awards night booklet
"Oh that,you don't need to have a name,it's just a program?
"Come one,do you best in what you are doing.Why isn't your name there?why didn't you get any awards?Even tennis?"
*walks out of the room
As I closed the door to have some privacy,it slapped me hard:HE ACTUALLY EXPECTS ME TO HAVE ONE

here's a salvo for you: YOU'RE AN OBSESSIVE FREAK WHO CARES OF NOTHING BUT ACCOLADES AND MONEY.FURTHERMORE,YOU CAN'T RESIST INVADING MY PRIVACY WHENEVER YOU WANT.YOU'RE MORE LIKE A STALKER.IF I WERE A GIRL,IMAGINE WHAT YOU MAY HAVE DONE.YOU'RE JUST SOME IDIOT WHO CRAVES FOR UNNECESSARY THINGS IN LIFE.IF YOU CAN ASK ME THOSE STUPID QUESTIONS,THEN LET ME ASK YOU THESE:"WHERE'S YOURS?WHY AREN'T YOU WORKING HERE?WHY WOULD YOU DRAG ME ALL THE WAY HERE TO THIS SAVAGE ISLAND ALONG WITH YOU JUST FOR TO MAKE SOME MONEY FOR YOURSELF AND GIVE ME SOME CRAPPY TALK ABOUT STUFF THAT'S REALLY NOT IMPORTANT AT ALL.TO BE HONEST WITH YOU,YOU'RE A FAILURE WHEN IT COMES TO PARENTHOOD,AND WITH THAT YOU DRAGGED ME INTO BECOMING A FAILURE LIKE YOU,YOU WASHED UP LOST GENERATION AKA GENERATION X,WHO ACTUALLY SOMKES AND DRINKS FOR THE SAKE OF IT.YOU KNEW THE EFFECTS,YET YOU DIDN'T BOTHER.IF SOMETHING WRONG HAPPENS AS A RESULT OF YOUR HABITS,I WILL NOT SHOW MUCH SYMPATHY.

Sheesh,big deal.I mean,I want to get an academic award,and it would be nice to have one being in my 1st year.But puh-leeze,there's other things to that.If you're thiking of me getting a scholarship,I still have a year to go.In that year anything could happen,but at this rate you're gonna be the biggest obstacle in my path.Just to let you know I'm actually within reach of Geography's No.1 spot(I should be No.2 by now having topped the other no.2 student in this semester) as well as top 3 in bio(Only 3 have A's).I can do it,but these guys work just as hard as I do and they probably are more natural than me.C'mon,I don't see you having much accolades yourself.And what an irony.A few years back,you were encouraging me to take an ECA.And for the last year or two,you were whining around about not going for scouting or tennis.GET YOUR MIND RIGHT,RETARD.I HAVE MY OWN AGENDA,AND IF IT'S DIFFERENT FROM YOURS,THE SO BE IT.YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE SUPPORTIVE EVEN IF YOU'RE HARSH,YET YOU'RE CONTRADICTING ON WHAT I DO AND SCHEMED TO GET ME TO YOUR EXPERTISE.DREAM ON,BAKA!!THIS IS PART OF MY LIFE.YOU EITHER SERVE AS AN INFLUENCE OR A HINDRANCE.YOU DON'T HAVE A REMOTE CONTROL ON ME.

I feel a little better now.......

About 30 mins ago,he told me if I was busy...*Note that my mood is still seriously bad

"Yeah"
"Open the NAB website"
"I said I was busy"
"Just for 5 minutes"

And then he instructed me this that,log in,username and password.when it came to the password,I fumbled a little and after the whole thing was done....

"Took you 3 times to get it right...See?People talk,you don't listen.."

ARGH,SCREW YOU.HAVE YOU GOT EVERYTHING RIGHT THE 1ST TIME??!!YOU'RE SERIOUSLY ONE OF A KIND.

Right now I wish I had never been born(honest),or mum actually giving birth to my sibling instead of me.Who knows what could happen?Maybe he/she would have a like different life I have,maybe the same.Maybe we could have looked out for each other,and protect each other.Unfortunately,I walk alone,no one backing me up.I guess life s*cks after all,you can't have what you wanted.I wonder if this is all worth fighting for,if this is all dying for....

I've only got one shot,it's my chance to blow.This opportunity comes once in a lifetime..
George

The Lost Generation

Twitter format today!! LOL

"Dad's still being Mr.PokeNose.Needs to know the word privacy.Might make ultimatum regarding his cigs soon.May even threaten to dispose them.I might dare...."

XOXO,
Georgie

Stay through it all

My recent "pimpings" of my blog will continue!!

Here's the good news:

-I should have been casted for the lead role in "The Matrix" trilogy because I managed to dodge detention over and over again :D as a result on handing in my work on time.

-I somehow feel very heated whenever I listen to the song "Evacuate The Dancefloor" by Cascada (I danced too much?O.O).I hate to say this, but it's AWESOME (Cobra Starship,you've gotta run for your money.Poll for best dance song will be after "Worst Female Artist Of The Year")

-djoker beat Fed-Ex (Ooh-la-la)

-I found a way to watch Secret Life online

And now the bad news:

-Classification of dad : MoneyEyes,Degrader,Mr. I-come-home-at-the-wrong-time,Sir PokeNose(Evident by his constant checking of my room so paranoid he could have also possibly have been mistaken for a stalker or worse.......)
-Classification of mum: Me-right-u-wrong,Me-smart-u-dumb,Me-talk-u-listen-and-don't-talk-me-back-cuz-I'm-Me-right-u-wrong-and-Me-smart-u-dumb,Me-add-extra-quote-after-dad-so-that-u-go-crazy,Degrader 2

-Bio and chem is looming,gotta call Keanu Reeves to teach me more of the Matrix....
-Chelsea beat Man U 1-0

-Celts lost for 1st time....

Enough of that for now....

I got a bit down again,thanks to the combo of somehow sappy songs(culminating with my current No.1 pick :D).And somehow,the ripples almost turned to earthquakes.Furthermore,I have seriously bad luck in both missing buses and ending up sitting behind some couple flirting =.=

I READ A NEW BOOK!!It's by Nick Earls(an author from Brisbane and one of the few aussies,about 10, that I don't hate) entitled "The True Story Of Butterfish" (which is pretty oily in taste LOL)

Summary:After a band album tanked,a 30-something slightly overweight dude settles down in a residential area.He meets a 16-year old schoolgirl,her 14-year old punk brother and their mother.Things change when the girls suddenly seems more than interested in his music.To make things worse,the band lead singer,who was the catalyst in breaking up the band,decides to drop by.(btw forgot to add the family of 3 are his neighbours)

Rating: 4 stars out of 5

why?
Good points:
-Girl is pretty charming,punk kid rebellious and mum's a little bad in cooking(make that very bad)
-Man has a sad story(fits perfectly)
-Lots more in "Shocking stuff"

Bad points:
-280 pages?Awwwww
-A little soft on the ending (like girl kisses man on cheek?)
-It's not sappy enough to make me cry(well,almost)

SHOCKING POINTS!!
-Man actually had a studio which so happen to overlook the neighbours pool courtesy of a dead bush and twice he spotted something "indecent" and apparently she knew it the second time a round and when she visited him,she wasn't wearing any Triump(you get the point)

Verdict:OMG,ewwww,perv......

-Band leader actually slept with man's then girlfriend and no-one knew

Verdict:Ewwww,OMG,HOW COULD YOU,YOU DIRTY ROCKSTAR!!

Page 159-162
-Girl actually snuck in to his house,took a shower and wore the bathrobe he just bought.When he got back,she actually "French"(you know the next word...) and ALMOST *ahem*.Luckily it stopped at some point where the girl returned to her senses and rushed out of the house and into hers,unfortunatly leaving her clothes back in his house which she forgot after she took a shower (shirt,pants,even knickers...).

Verdict:OMG,NOOOOOOOO!!!!,ewwww,lewd,perv....Can't he be like younger so the romance would be more believable,NICK EARLS YOU ALMOST MADE ME CRY,SKOP THE PAGES NOW!!!!

-Man's brother was g*y

Verdict:SHOCKING.......

-Punk kid has fishes named after rockstars,wears black often,drinks beer

verdict:ARE YOU NUTS!!!

Oh well,that's all for today,see you soon!!

I realise your laugh is the best sound I have ever heard,
Georgie

Jump,then fall into me...

Okay,short post since I'm wayy past bedtime (1130pm by the way..)

-Dad's here as usual,coming at the wrong time and got me really grumpy at 7am.Funny how he comes at a bad time(like,I'm supposed to finish my work now and he comes back wreaking havoc on my planned schedule)

-Will post out new top 5 for the week (2 new entries!!)

-I have fallen in love :D........with this song LOL

Taylor Swift: Jump Then Fall

I like the way you sound in the morning,
We're on the phone and without a warning
I realise your laugh is the best sound I have ever heard

I like the way I can't keep my focus
I watch you talk you didn't notice
I hear the words but all I can think is we should be together

(chorus)
Every time you smile,I smile
And everytime you shine,I'll shine for you

Woah I'm feeling you baby
Don't be afraid to jump then fall,jump then fall into me

Baby I'm never gonna leave you
Say that you wanna be with me too
Cause I'm gonna stay through it all so jump then fall

Well I like the way your hair falls in your face
You got the keys to me I love the freckles on your face,oh,
I've never been so wrapped up,honey
I like the way you're everything I ever wanted

I had time to think it over and all I can say is come closer
Take a deep breath and jump then fall into me

Every time you smile, I smile
And everytime you shine, I'll shine for you

Woah I'm feeling you baby
Don't be afraid to jump then fall, jump then fall into me

Baby I'm never gonna leave you
Say that you wanna be with me too
Cause I'm gonna stay through it all so jump then fall

The bottom's gonna drop out from under our feet
I'll catch you, I'll catch you
When people say things that brings you to your knees,
I'll catch you
The time is gonna come when you're so mad you could cry
But I'll hold you through the night until you smile

Whoa I need you baby
Don't be afraid please
Jump then fall, jump then fall into me

Baby I'm never gonna leave you
Say that you wanna be with me too
Cause I'm gonna stay through it all so jump then fall

Jump then fall baby
Jump then fall tino me, into me

Every time you smile, I smile
And every time you shine, I'll shine
And every time you're here baby, I'll show you, I'll show you
You can jump then fall, jump then fall, jump then fall into me, into me

End

Love,
Georgie

Interlude

Getting busier by the day.Another short post.

-dodged "detention bullets" by submitting my work on time (yay!!:D)
-met my Little Brother(a term used to describe someone who you're mentoring.In this case,I guess I gotta relive scout days again :D)
-Listened to awfully funny comment made by my friend's little brother("Wow dad,he's really fat"? ROFL c'mon kid,Phil's pretty average for a cybergeek,and tall too,so I might suggest not to make him go all crazy on ya XD but still,good observation,just need to keep some thing to yourself)
-Felt a bit glad at more expulsions(this time it's some 16B player I know saying s*xually harrasing words at the hospitality teacher.And he's even the dux of hospitality...whutta waste.Oh well,you get what your tongue truly deserves)
-Went to awards night(main story below)

To be honest,I'd still prefer to imagine a CHMS's glitz and glamour event(starts thinking of some ridiculous gala dinner where every ex-classmates I know wears D& G,or Jimmy Choo,or Louis Vuitton, ooh-la-la.......).I assure you,if I were to give a rating on this,it'll probably be 5.5/10.Seriously,DINNERTIME??!!AND NO DINNER??!!You've just made a lot of people angry.....And to top it all off,it's friggin compulsory.Nudgee,you've really messed up big time.....and the presentations weren't so good,awards were kind of jumbled,AV crew were HORRIBLE(Show them how it's done,1003 :D),singers were somehow "underperforming"(Right back at you,Mr.Wiseman aka the one who went a little r*cist on tuesday when describing multiculturalism by saying black face,yellow face,etc....To be honest,I still love to hear those CHMS mainstays even though I may get a little tired of em.No offence NC..but people who sing here are either those can't hit the notes,or those who thing they have voices of canaries when they're more like shrieking...)

I've also recently watched Taylor Swift's new video(I'M NOT OBSESSED,MIND YOU) "Fifteen".I have that song for sometime now,and the video was somehow a little sad.Rating:8/10.Maybe just as good as Love Story and You Belong With Me.Love the flowers :D

Hmm,apparently another artist will be coming to Brisbane soon.Clue:"Hit me baby one more time..." I'd prefer to let the critics do the talking....and yes,she's lip-synching(don't they all do?)

Alright,it's past midnight,and dad's coming back tomorrow(noooooooooo!!!).Be back soon :D

P.S. New poll of worst female artist will be out soon XD.

George

Phoenix

Well,well,Saturday's gone and it's official:16A'S ARE THE 1ST EVER UNDEFEATED TEAM IN NC TO WIN TENNIS PREMIERSHIP(Not sure if "ever" is included.I think it does..:D)

What do you know,long season...now that I look back at it,I feel glad that I've made strides and I'm looking forward to make the 1st IV next year(believe me,I feel I've got a good shot at it right now :D)

I missed the break-up yesterday as I was busy playing tennis fixtures with my partner(in GPS).Yuki insisted that he gets to play No.1 singles this time.Oh well,I knew his intentions ,so I might as well let him.As a result,I missed the whole thing altogether(and the pizzas...mum insisted that she should be coming as well...grrr and she missed 1 type of pizza....Note to self:Go alone and not play fixtures on break-up next year).Basically the awards were about most consisted and most improved(in our team,our No.1 player got most consistent because he was undefeated himself,but to be honest he got kind of lucky XD.) whereas Yuki took home the Mot Improved in our age group(TOTALLY DESERVED IT.I'll settle for a close second).

It's hard to concentrate on what's happening and I found myself 2-5 down in the 1st set and I was like:"Great,you missed the whole thing.Wasn't much anyways,but still you missed it.Now that it's ended,no more worries,just move along..."

And so I did,winning the next 10 games to snatch the 1st set 7-5 and go 5-0 up in the second before he stopped the rot(ARGH!).Closed out the set and the match is mine :D

Well...Short one again because it's a busy time of the year.And if I'm not wrong your 'O' levels are almost done right?I HATE YOU ALL!!! XD kidding

You know how much I love you all

Georgie

Laying the ghosts to rest

*imiates The Rock(youtube to watch his videos)
"Finally........finally.......FINALLLLLYYYYY,THE TROPHY WILL COME BACK TO GEORGIE!!"

ROFL

Another short one today

Awards night will be held next thursday.Sad to say that I didn't win any prize.Nope,not even Aussie competitions(because I didn't join them.HOWEVER,I'm planning to make one last comeback.I wonder how did such a school like this ended up with so few high distinctions(ARGH,need more work on spelling...)....

A friend of mine,Phil,who's somewhat a cybergeek(yes people,cybergeek...doesn't mean I'm trying to be a hacker though.That would be cool XD)couldn't tolerate trash talk from some other student in study hall(we had a relief period.Teachers here are so OMG) that when period was over,he waited outside.As I passed by,I was like:"Don't do anything radical,Phil" "No,I won't" he replied.Oh well,I wasn't surprised when a fight broke out soon enough.I'd take Phil's side on this one,and another classmate,Mitch was kinda standing up form him.Well,whaddaya know,Fight Club 2...

I'm slightly in a better mood today because one of the students(or should I say retard...)that has been bugging me has been EXPELLED(shocking...)from the colledge.Reason:tripping a teacher.Oh well,I feel a little sorry,but I think that he derserves it since he's had a long history of mischiefs(and yes,he p*sses off teachers in class)

If you want to know about tennis,then the first line says it all.We're still undefeated,will go into tomorrow's match undefeated and a win guarantees the FIRST EVER UNDEFEATED TEAM IN NUDGEE'S HISTORY.Yep,histpry's the word.It's been quite a season,I bet no one saw the right hook coming...But oh well,I just hope that Brisbane State High(our opponents) have good players and would be willing to give us a run for our money(as long as they didn't take it...).The whole year has been plain boring,we rolled over most teams(Five clean sweeps,one 7-1 and one 6-2)so yeahh.Thinking of ending the 16A season in style,with an ace XD.

No books for now,assignments are trying to pin me down...As for music,I've just recently downloaded 2 songs.One of them is "Running Back" by Jessica Mauboy feat Flo Rida.as for the other one,here's the story:

2 weeks ago,we were watching MTV Billboard countdown during the last class of the week at that time No.6 was "You Belong With Me" by Taylor Swift,No.5 I forgot...No.4"Paparazzi"(ugh) by Lady Gaga,No.3 "I Gotta Feeling" by the Black Eyed Peas.

And when No.2 came out,it was "Run This Town" by Jay-Z feat Rihanna and "Krazy"(XD) Kanye West.And so I was like:"Yessss,No.1 has gotta be "Good Girls Go Bad" :D.So getting hyped,Did I get it right?Nope....

When the songs came on,half the class left....XD

Well,that artist was Miley Cyrus with the song "Party In The USA"

Okay people,CURE ME XD

Breaktime

Short post(REALLY)

-Bio inprgoress
-Clueless in chem(and eng)
-Pumped for saturday(we're gonna win the GPS 11A championship:D
-Beat my partner today(woohoo!!)
-Teachers on strike so today was a holiday

Ciao

Whirlwind

Short(maybe long) post..

Had a "spat" with James on Tuesday,plainly because something snapped.Regardless of who started it(due to my resentment,I gave him quick tactics in doubles in which he responded that I wasn't talking to him in tennis practice....),I've decided to avoid as much conflicts as possible(can't be helped when you have someone doing techno beats with the mouth which may seem awesome but gets really annoying...).

Well,I apologise for not being in detail today,it's just that I'm getting moody again.....Angry,depressed,sad and felt a bit high whenever I hang out with my usual groups in class(except Maths B, where I'm sitting just a seat away from you-know-who...).Music's the same thing.When I feel a little dark,I tend to hear the sad melodies.If I'm cheerful,then the dance songs often come to mind.But once in a while I still feel confused,and would listen to anything.....Oh,and dad left this morning..

I guess I'm still the same person as I am,or probably a shadow of my own self.Attempts to right the wrongs are futile.I tried to correct my bad habits(getting more forgetful...) and just ended up having more degrading comments thrown at me (mostly from mom).Oh well,I guess this is my life,and I'll have to live with it...

Urgh,I'm so messed up....like totally.I don't know what to do.It's not me to blend in and act like everything's normal.I don't get why I could have 2 different personalities.I feel so emo......There I go,spacing out again....

Anyways,assignments are ripping me up right now...There's bio which I'm testing for transpiration rates of different plants(ad I have to do it everyday for 2 weeks...),as well as English(Need to write a feature article so look out for me in Borneo Bulletin!!lolz I think I'll go for generation gap issues since I tend to be against the principles of the Generation Xers...) and Chemistry(Just tested anions and cations yesterday,wonder if they have something interesting because it involves testing on water and NOT testing for the elements....By the way,Water is our project,trying to find best way to desalinate it....How lame.....).

Oh well,so much more to say...I'll return with a post on Saturday,and I shall promise you that,even if it isn't my duty....Oh man,spaced out again...

P.S I heard you guys have 'O' levels right now.Just wanna say all the best to all of you,especially you......Somehow,now that I'm kinda low,I wanna look at your face in the picture again.......Great,THAT'S THE 3RD TIME I SPACED OUT!!ARGH!!

I walk the lonely road

It's a matter of life and death.

Here I am,sitting in front of the computer and probably the last time I will ever post before I make my decision:To chase the dream or to stop and stare.

I have to admit,losing's never a nice thing.It's hard to let go when you knew you had it,and spectators don't help.Even if you're some successful athlete done with your career and commentating on the sport that you used to do,it still doesn't help.I mean,we have our own expectations,and when we couldn't meet it,there will be others telling you what went wrong when you're already beating yourself up.Ok,you're done beating yourself up,but the degrading continues.You're not capable of handling any more beatings,and so you prefer to lock yourself up in your room in the dark,reaching the state of thinking:"This is it......No more......What's next...."

That's how I felt today,Saturday,October 17th 2009.The day almost nothing went right..

I'm not gonna explain it in details because I've got to go to bed soon or I'll be having a 12 barrel shotgun pointed to my head(overexaggerating...).Simple:Dad's back today,my tennis was awful,and when it got better,it was against wayy better players.I lost top my partner for the 1st time today,and I was baked....

There has to be an end to winning and I'm not used to losing this badly(like,4 matches in a row?(O.O) But I look back at it and just tried to shrug it off as a really bad day in the courts,but on my way home,it was wayy worse than that.I was lumbering like a tortoise all the way,and when I got back.CRASSSHHHHH!!Nap time.....

I woke up 2 hours later to find dad shaking me.How nice =.= and if I'm not wrong,he slept for the whole afternoon.....And after that,things were normal,except for no reason whatsoever his face turned dark and began barking.Wow,those cigarettes really have an effect....

I'm still pretty fragile for now,but what I want you all to know is that I'm not really in the mood to do anything that cheers me up.I mean,dad thinks I'm picking the wrong friends(he keeps on thinking that I hang out with James,a Korean who's logic is worse than a 4 year old and isn't good enough to fool me with his acting and just keeps on asking absolutely silly questions[I mean,I'm considered "dumb and stupid" by mum(wait till she has him as the kid.She think's he's nice and NO HE AIN'T) but James takes 1st place in idiocracy wayy ahead of anyone].

It's really sickening to hear parents saying that they're know-it-alls(they can be true,but often they're misfiring and they think they aren't) and some tend to have that "Not me,all you" mentality (which can be correct depending on the situation.And then there's some that snap and blow up when mistakes are made(again,depending on the situation,it could be right or wrong).However,what I was surprised is that some will get frustrated at their kid's continuous persistency to ask or repeat when they themselves do the same thing and when we offsprings gave up on it,they'll pounce and point their fingers at you because they think it's your fault.

Well,the post isn't supposed to end like this,but unfortunately I have to go

"Boulevard Of Broken Dreams"

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's f*cked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...

Into the storm

Another week of Mapling,and what do you know?School's beginning to wreck me again....

Saturday's tennis was,in my opinion,A DISGRACE!!True,our 11A's team(I'm in it) still remained undefeated overall,but I lost in my doubles,and IT WAS THE ONLY ONE THAT DAY!!ARGH....7-1 overall score,but I feel I kind of let the team down a little bit.How?I was neutralised with their doubles pair(No.1 pair vs No.2(me and partner) pair)and their No.1 player was clubbing every ball he had.Normally,that's our thing to do,but they got there 1st...*sigh*...Lost 5-7...What's even more pathetic was that he played SOOOOOO bad in his next 2 matches it kind of got me mad(I mean,he was open-standard in our match and a 10-year old the next...).No such problems for me or my peers,we went on rolling.

Year statistics:6-0(still only undefeated team in GPS Year 11 and THE ONLY undefeated team in Nudgee and MIGHT BE the first ever undefeated team to win grade premiership.Hope nothing stops us now....)
W-L overall=45-3
My W-L=16-2(Doubles=10-2 Singles 6-0)


As for the open team,no comment.....just mumbles in assembly by the Activity Director about them being "pipped"...Yeah,sure....When there's win there's trumpets,when there's a loss there's just murmurs......

Did you know the Backstreet Boys have a new album?It's titled "This Is Us" and yes,they're continuing with 4 members(Umm,A.J,Nick Carter....ARGH!!!Forgot the other 2....).I'm not sure whether I should listen to it or not,but expect some soulful crooning :D.Also,there's reports of MJ's song "This Is It" being plagarised.Oh my.......Taylor Swift's coming to Aus for concert next year Feb 5....Other artists:B.E.P and Green Day somewhere in December...

What am I reading?Not much,library doesn't interest me anymore.D-oh...

Once more,Chinese is becoming a pain,Tuesday,then Thursday,then Friday,then Thurs,and NOW FRIDAY!!ARGH!!MAKE UP YOUR FRIGGIN MIND!!!Well,partly my fault for scheduling clashes,but what about Mondays or Wednesdays?

Now before I go,I have 2 stories: One from my SF teacher and about english class..

SF moral:Aussie teens are ERGH!!!

He gave us a news clip which shows how bad parties can get here.It's not just the violence,but the sheer numbers.I mean,only a select few were invited,then how did it end up with hundreds attending the party??!!ERGH and schoolies,OMG so horrible......
He told a story about being the head of a boarding house and there was a party at the other side of the road which 6 of the boarders wanted to go.Teacher wants them to be back before 11pm....Sent them on their way,and went around to check at around 9.30pm.Hundreds of people at the party.1 hour later,even more that were uninvited.And soon enough,chaos broke loose.

And boy oh boy,did he really mean chaos.When he got the boarders out of the party(which they desperately wanted to),he went around the school grounds and found a whole lot of kids(or should I say teen couples?) doing *AHEM* here and there....And by morning,he found quite an amount of knickers,shorts and used c*ndoms lying around the grounds......Filthy.......

English:No,nothing perv,teacher gave us 3 articles to read,2 of them in particular I'm interested in.

Articles 1:The story of a suicide bomber and how he feels.
All I can say is this:Guy is so happy because he was accepted for a suicide mission which he has been applying for months.He's happy being a terrorist because in a certain book it says to strike terror into the enemies.And he even prays to you-know-who that he kills as many enemies as he can and hope not to hurt the innocent.

Now,is there anything wrong with that?Yes,yes,being the "insightful" person we are,we would say that this guy's insane,stupid,idiot,etc,etc.I agree,but nothing could be done to help him.I mean,it's what he wants.He thinks we're brainwashed and vice versa....Seriously,it's his own life,let him be(doesn't mean I'm supporting him,period.I don't think that it's right or wrong because it's not my decision to make).

Article 2:31 year old man married 70 year old grandmother

First reaction:SHOCKING!!Then I realised:If Hugh Hefner is married to Playboy models,why not vice versa?It's pretty mysterious why people react so negatively to men marrying older women....Ah well,love can't keep age apart,no?The pathetic thing is,other people in class were either disgusted or making a total fool of themselves.By disgusted,I mean that after they've read it,they go:"Ewww,that's so wrong" and by making a total fool of themselves, I mean that being the total man wh*res they are,they just imagined *AHEM* in this topic......

You know,sometimes I wonder if I'm actually one of the only few sane people here.The rest are either wannabe socialites,playboys,rich brats or sports freaks.I'm beginning to appreciate nerds now,being the hardworking students they are.Of course,I have some "rivalries" of my own (biology,maths B mainly) and I would say it's fun to have it because you can push each other to get better marks...

P.S.Maths B is SOOOOOO BORING(because I get the point and I finish without homeworks),BUT now that I'm learning a new topic(which you guys have learnt around 6 months ago),I feel a little more energetic.

But still,I lack the smile...

I think I'm starting to lose/my sense of humour
Everyday/so tense and gloomy
I could almost feel like I gotta check the temperature of the room/
Just as soon/as I walk in,it's like all eyes on me
And I try to avoid any eye contact,
Because if I do that,the it opens the door for conversation
Like I want that
I'm not looking for extra attention,I just wanna be just like you
Blend in with the rest of the room.

Georgie

Missing:A Soul

Today's post is,in my opinion,gonna be slightly different from the rest.Nothing but school life....and it's horrors...

Monday,11pm,bed
I kind of had a little insomnia at that time,and someone a bolt struck me,hard.I realised that I was empty,devoid to feelings like love or sorrow(well,not sorrow...).I feel like a shell without its turtle....existing for no purpose known.

It shook me up,and I just lost everything.Energy,life,they were missing from me,and I did what I know I shouldn't have done:weep.

Yes,I know,I'm not supposed to cry about this(neither will.i.am,taboo or apl.de.ap sang "Big Boys Don't Cry",did they?)but I knew I have lost my emotions(don't ask why I felt really down about it) and love.I hate to admit this,but I felt nothing,no love for anyone(ANYONE).It's not intentional,it was simply there......

Like any desperate idiot,I attempted to regain that joyous feeling once more,and so I picked up a picture and stared hard and long at it.Failure greeted me,when I didn't want it to.I have lost something I wanted to cherish.

Now that my heart feels empty,I was lifeless,yet I ponder what will ever happen to me.....


Tuesday,reopening.

I was a zombie,a computer,programmed to perform daily routines without changes.The people all around me seemed either enthusisatic or moody.I was obviously out of place,yet I managed to get through the detectors without any problems...

Recess,library.
As usual,Abhi(friend) found me in the library,"scanning" a mag Nope,not Cleo,Cosmopolitan,Vogue or whatever you know....It's Top Gear,and with him,is his buddy who's somewhat at the opposite pole in terms of attitude.By that I mean.......

When Abhi left to attend to something,his buddy and I had a convo,a weird one....

(Him)"Would you have s*x just to get paid a million dollars?"
(Me)"No"
(Him)"10 million?"
(M):"No"
(H)"But what if the person's the hottest girl you've ever seen?"
(M)"No"
(H):"100 million?"
(M)"No"
(H)"1000 million?"
(M)[Thinks:Tempting,but I'm not that stupid...]"No"
(H)"That's like one billion,man.."
(M)"Exactly..."
(H)"10 billion?"
(M)"No"
(H)"100 billion?"
(M)"No"
(H)[Finally cracked]so you're like gonna be some kind of saint or something?
(M)"No"

You see people,you may call me a fool as the numbers get higher,but money doesn't faze me.Furthermore,I'd be considered a male wh*re that way.But that's not all.I'm not even interested in any girl no matter how "hot" she is,period.The one word that I was looking for is "love",and he didn't say that.BUT,even if he said that it was the girl I love,IT'S STILL NO(Figure why :D).

I went on,lifeless....

Today,Wednesday...
Still lifeless..but I could feel that there's a wall between the "me" now and the "true" me.....

Hole in my heart,
George

Hide Behind The Tears

Okay,school's resuming tomorrow,life's gonna be back to normal.No "three week boredom and do nothing except Mapling and forgot about everything else",it's back to reality,and I think I've lost some feelings which I didn't really want to(good thing and a bad thing...)

Oh,GO AHEAD AND SING!!!Lemme provide you with the lyrics...

You've lost the looooovin feeeeeeeling....
Woooooh that looooving feeeeling...
You've lost that LOOOOVIN FEEEELING
And now,it's GONE,Gone,gone
Woahohohoh......(Ba-dum,ba-dum,ba-dum dum dum....)

LOLZ

Not really funny,ain't it?Well,I just don't know,but I felt I lost something......Ahhh yesss,I remember....MY WILSON TENNIS RACKET BAG!!Yep,it was wrecked.Already in a near rundown state,dad forced one of the three main zips to open and RIPPED it went.Long service award(4 years).But wilson bags don't match with Head rackets,do they?So then,because of my recent tournament performances,I've got a Head one,and IT'S FRIGGIN HUGE!!(Like,1.5 metres?I don't know,it went below my knees,which makes walking a LOT EASIER,not.......)

In books,I've just found out that VA book 4 topped the bestsellers list in fiction ahead of Twilight.My reaction:"YES!!TAKE THAT STEPHANIE MEYERS!!!" Finally,my favourite series at the top :D I didn't read the book till today at 2am (yes,true,and I finished it at 530 am when the sun was up and so I woke up at 1pm O.O)Here's the review

VA:Blood Promise (4.5/5 stars)

Summary:Rose goes off to Russia to find her former mentor and lover Dimitri Belikov and free him from the evil he had become(He had turned Strigoi,which means that he's neither living nor dead).Being away from the Academy,she meets new friends,encounters a strange "stalker" as well as confronting the man she used to love(and still does)

Verdict:To be honest,I don't hate Russia now that I've read this book (Thanks Richelle!!).I don't mean politics.The names sounds interesting[Women need to have an "a" added in the end.E.g Maria Sharapova while men don't such as Nikolay Davydenko(In his case,the women in his family would have a "va" added.Fitting :D)] and apparently I've picked up some Russian words( "buria" is not a funeral,it means "storm")("Strigoi" is actually a Romanian word for vampires).

Okay,I'm wondering if the same could be said for North Korea and Iran lol maybe Richelle can change my view too XD.I wonder how's the last book of VA gonna be like(5th one "Spirit Bound).Don't want to give you any spoilers hehe....

Now,I've realised how true animes can be sometimes...I mean,I just watched Skip Beat!And it's about showbiz and stuff.Sometimes the past was sacrificed in order to be stars,as shown in this anime,and I kind of think that it's somehow sadd(Oh,ain't I the emo one? XD).Yes there's the usual romance plot and lame gags(Chui Gann and Ah Tay,WATCH OUT!!By that I meant my watch battery's gone.....O.O") but I can't help it...I'm an ADDICT!!Okay,someone get me into rehab but I said "NO,no,NO!!"

Apologies for this incomplete post but I'm not feeling well these few days.I'll try to recover and write as much as I can.See ya!!

Georgie
P.S. Find a line from Amy Winehouse' song.I'm sure you can spot it *winks*

To say that I'm on Cloud Nine is AN UNDERSTATEMENT

Ok,don't ask,but it's one of those super-duper-ultra-rare days that I'm so friggin happy I seriously could not bother to think of all the bad things AT ALL!!

Err if you're wondering why,you could talk to me over the MSN for the whole story(provided that I'm NOT Mapling) but I'll just give you a short summary and NOTHING MORE!!(YAYY!!)

Reason:An e-mail which I did not read until today(*sigh* what a fool I am) and opened it and read it and I "died" XD.By "died" I mean never been so happy in my entire 15 years and 7 months that my heart feels so light (and probably pounded open my chest and flew somewhere XD minus the blood,duh).In other words,my tormented soul could "rest in peace" and hopefully will recover from the deep scars :D

Ta-dahh!!!I'M REBORN!!!!Wait,I still have the same body,same hair(will get haircut tomorrow) and same looks,Dang.....

You drove me wild :D
Georgiee

Burn me up,bleed me out,cut me down

I have to say I'm ABSOLUTELY SORRY(yes,I know caps don't really mean it...) for not posting these few days.Oh well,Dad's just left,I'm still gaming and my tennis tournaments are still on.Probably when school reopens everything will be back to normal.

Don't really wanna talk about tennis that much(because it bores you,in my opinion),but lets just say I've been pretty consistent :D....(if you wanna know,singles runner-up twice,doubles winner and semifinalist)

I'll just start by saying I'm reading VA again and I simply LOVE IT!!Just can't resist.Russian names:Oooohh.Genovian?Ahhh.American?Shocking.....

Nothing new in the music I have but I'm keeping an eye out for the latest stuff(Cobra Starship with "Good Girls Go Bad" raised my eyebrow) as well as watching my fav TV series(Secret Life,which keeps on twisting and turning and I'm just going emo while my mum shrugs it off and calls it corny,HMPH!!)

Is that all?I guess.Wait,I'm through to the quarters in my last holiday tourney and up against the 1st seed(Oh don't I always....)tomorrow.Just to let you all know that I am a little bit down at the moment and mood swings are quite visible(I'M NOT HAVING A PERIOD,MIND YOU.....).Still love the Eminem song "Beautiful".

Lately I've been hard to reach,I've been too long on my own....
G3oRgE

Relapse

I don't feel too good....

Here I am posting at 6am in the morning and my mum's gonna wake up anytime soon and it's not a good thing....

I can't really sleep because the room felt stuffy,so might as well drop by with another post from an unexpectedly silent month....

I've checked another tournament draw(I have 3 in 2 weeks,this one's the 2nd one) and I WAS NOT surprised to find my name in the top half.I mean,HOW MANY FRIGGIN TIMES DO I HAVE TO LOSE TO THE TOP SEED??!!Yes people,if I win my round of 16 match and it's a showdown,but there's a catch:I lost to that guy twice already this year.Third time's the charm?

Statistics:
Number of singles tournament joined:5
Number of times knocked out by a seeded player:3(one was a round robin which I finished 3rd and winners qualify only and I won one tournament)
Number of Times lost to the top seed:2
Seeding of the other loss:4

So tomorrow's d-day,and I'm kinda feeling a little bit down,trying not to think of anything else and trying to focus,but some things just kinda keep coming back and I guess I'll have to bear with it(Including the "I want it my way" dad)and think rationally.I mean,I've come to the age where I don't believe everything my folks say are right.Example in tennis,coach tells me to do this and do that,so I make my adjustments,then dad comes back and says it's not right,yatta yatta yatta.Oh puh-leeze,it's me who's playing here,and who sent me to coaching anyways.I wanted it,you wanted,and yet you tried to replace it with your mindset.What's this?A day-care centre?C'mon,don't come back and spenrd a week ruining my peace and leave for the next 3 and come back,repeating the same process over and over.It feels like you just forced us here and dumped us for your work.Nice,need a universal remote like "Click"?Fast forwarding to you promotion a year later?Then another 10?And found yourself CEO when you're having an extra flabby tongue?

Anyways its getting more dangerous by the minute.My current favourite in music is "Beautiful" by Eminem.Yes,there's the "traditional" swearing and once more I have to say that it's a change of pace from Slim,real sombre.... epecially the last few lines.

"To the rest of the world,God gave you a gift.Put in on,be yourself man,be proud of who you are.And no matter what happens,don't let anyone tell you that you ain't beautiful"

Reaching out for you,
George

Death by Flying Daggers

Today was a sickening day....Believe me....I have certains dislikes....

Checked my tennis tourney draw today.Guess what:Seeded 2nd.O.O Darn it,no more being the dangerman anymore,now I'm probably among the favs.Since I have a bye on the 22nd of September I'll only start on the 23rd...

For today:English.Don't ask how I went in my drama.It was HORRIBLE.I don't act btw,it's either you're dreaming or there's something wrong with me haha.

Biology:Definitely the worst.Dissected pig's heart(OMG HELP ME!!).I know I eat pork,but I think it's a bit cruel dissecting something.....And also had a look at the sheep's organs.Lungs,trachea,tongue,liver,gall bladder all exposed.Stinks,like faeces.Almost vomited,but can't help feeling queasy.DON'T RIDICULE ME XD!!I "murdered" someone,and I have photos to prove it....ask me through Windows Messenger :D

Religion:Waqtched Top Gear!Yay!!Here's 3 cars suggested for 17 yr olds:Volvo wagon,Hyundai Coupe or a Golf.Impress girls by doing handbrake turn.NEVER SPEND ON STEREO(or you'll look like a goofball).Bugatti vs McLaren F1=Awesome!!Lamborgini Murceliago=Maaaaaaaaaaaa!!]

Geography:Watched House Of Flying Daggers.Zhang Zi Yi is awesome as usual.Acting's pretty ok.I hate DUBS.WHY NOT ORIGINAL LANGUAGE AND ENG SUBS!!Grrr,this is Australia.....So awful...

And as for chem:NOTHING!!YAY!!Found out my grades have gone up.Sweet!!

Hmm....I seem to forget something....ermm......Oh yeah!!Stole gloves(disposable ones) so now I can pick up Rose.Bet she'll be glad :D

See ya soon!Promise I'll post more often and in more detail instead of this lazy-method.

Georgie WongWong(blehkz)

One Republic

ONE WEEK WITHOUT POSTING ANHYTHING??!!Sorry guys XD it's just that I had to finish my darn assignments all in one so yeahh,I'll give a short post before I game on XP.

Tennis:Wipeout once more 8-0.I gave them the most games in a set (6-4) *sniff I'm always the worst Zzzzz even if I'm no.3 in the team.So far Open 1sts are losing but they look good to me.

More stuff:A friend a few days ago said to me :Rose is in the library!!.Replied:So?I see her everyday XD.


Books:Adrian Mole and the Weapons Of Mass Destruction (Book 6)(4/5)

He's got that Boom boom pow,and he's jacking his style XD.Don't really like image of men being playboys,but oh well.He still loves Pandore(20 unrequited love years!!LOL) and he's a father to 3 kids(Teenage dad,African dad and typical English dad)

I'll pick a cast for the movie(if there's any) in my next post


Main topic:Idiocracy.

If you're a homestay, lent a car to your friend, friend breaks it down(not a crash, but some malfunction), what would you do? Here's one from my oh-so-retarded(yes,and he's the one who sweet-talks and isn't really a nice guy):"Tell him to pay it back.It's his fault that he did it."

Wait,wait people,here's the catch:"The guy who's car was damaged said:"He's my friend, I forgive him for that"

Dumbo's reply:"If he's your friend,then he should be paying you,not you forgiving him.I mean,what kind of friend is that?You should tell him to pay you back."

And where was I?Trying to get a rest because I finished my work,but Mr.Nosey-Parker hadn't and is a blabbermouth.I was so fed up with him doing his techno-beat with his lips and thinking he's cool(so annoying,Eminem was right this time:Nobody listens to techno.JUST THIS TIME.Not sure of others)I felt like telling him to just sh*t up.Of course,he's gonna go back to sweet talk and be like:"Why?" Now as you know,I don't like that question because when he uses it,it's so stupid,as if he has no logic....

And somehow,this came out of his mouth:"Tell me who that guy is and I'll kill him.I was born and I will die.I was born to kill at least one person."

WHAT??!!I've had enough,turned,crossed my arms and frowned,just keeping quiet.I mean,it's not his matter,don't barge in and try to be some hero.That's the main reason I didn't vote for you as anything.You're just some immature brat who's brainwashed by being in this country so long.

And he noticed me:"Why are you so serious.You take everything seriously.Even in tennis practice.And look at him(car guy),he's so relaxed.You guys should be half and half you know."

Gee,he doesn't know me at all......I'm frowning because of his own words....and after hearing the "kill" thing,I began to wonder.....

And I took a survey:If you have 30 days to live,what would you do?(I'll make a poll of that next.Won't give you the answers of mr.Nosey Parker and some others....) And as you all know,I disagree with a LOT OF PEOPLE.

In my own opinion,I'd rather look into the situation before deciding.If the person who borrows my car was drunk or took it for a joyride,then fine,I'd probably have a talk.But Dumbo didn't know anything,he didn't look into it,how could he make such a decision??P.S. Dumbo,that's your flaw.And as for Killing a person before dying,NO!!I'd rather pass away peacefully,maybe tell my friends and family about it(dying in 30 days).I know it's kind of hard to do what I'm saying,but I hope I'll do the right thing if the time comes.

Funny bits:Another friend of mine(OH my,Canadian!!) had something that I might say that he has a point:I asked him the 30 days to live as a result of any disease and he was like:"Liver,as a result of alcohol.In those 30 days,might as well drink MORE ALCOHOL!!"

I don't like alcohol or cigs,but I think he really has a point XD,for now... LOL

Georgie

Hatred in thy innocent eyes

Saturday 5th of July
Woke up at 4am to catch 5.15 train.Dad tags along,spent the 40 minute journey finding toilet.Gets to toilet,and I spent my time waiting for the verdict on the Gold Coast.Cancelled and was p*ssed.JUST MY LUCK!!Played Maple.Had a character called "Rose",reached lvl 22 as of today....

Today 6th of July.Woke up and sighed at the US Open results.
-Women's draw:all my fav picks(Sharapova,Ivanovis,Stosur) went out early.Safina's gone as well.Somehow had a bad feeling one Williams will win.Hate every female players(except my picks and Melanie Oudin,who's my new favourite female player)because they squeal worse than pregnant women undergoing a 100kg-baby-in-womb-labour.No offence,but THEY DO.
-Men's draw:It's all about that Swiss guy again.Beats Hewitt.RODDICK OUT!!NOOO!!THANK YOU ISNER!!NOT.....Rafa's still in,haven't seen much of Murray and Djoko,probably they're creeping up.I'll pick Rafa before the Swiss guy,but I know who actually has a better chance.Other picks:Murray(cuz my idol says so),Tsonga and Verdasco.

Other than that I haven't seen Rose since I picked her up.Must do so soon.....

Now for the main topic:Gender

Nope,not about anything,but I read an article in which,I have to agree with it,shows the level of stupidity women have sometimes(I'll say the same for men later).I mean,Miranda Kerr posing *ahem* in the Rolling Stones mag(article said so),chained to a tree just for showing that she wants to save koalas?All beauty,no brains..and as most of you know,artists like Ciara flaunt their s*xuality on music videos,dancing perv moves and so on(Love,S*x and Magic)....Seriously,I thought famales were smarter than males,but I'll have to suppose it's only during school years.Beyond that,I'm not so sure.Of course,I don't really want to cause controversy or anything....

Now,men,stoopid on both school and beyond.Heck,r*ping aspiring models?Nuts.Kidnapped a girl for 18 years,impregnated twice,once at 14,and calling it the "most powerful story you'll ever hear"??!!Two words:ABSOLUTE CRAP.And that doesn't stop there.From what I heard,not saying hello to your homestay parents resulted in being kicked out of the house?I'm not gonna side with anyone on this one but it sounds like a pointless argument.I mean,no hello for once and outta the house?Begeezlelus....I'm wondering if its culture clash....

You know,now that I'm blurting out all these stuff,maybe I could become a CNN reporter.Whaddaya say?Wanna see me on TV? XD Kidding

This is George,reporting from HQ...

The Secret Diary Of....

Monday,August 31st
-Rushing to finish geography today,managed to complete most of it.One of 4 out of 21who submitted in class.Boo-yah!!
-Crud,lots of work to in Chemistry and Bio.Too add salt to my already severe wounds,English had a monologue coming up at the same time,based on thatannoyingly boring book.JUST MY LUCK!!
-Went out for early tennis training today.Looked like a fool wearing a blue raincoat for 10 minutes waiting for the bus when it didn't rain and looked like it was.And if things were bad enough,it rained 15 minutes into the training!!Ha,ha...
-EVEN MORE MISERY!!Just remembered had maths test today....Thank goodness it wasn't so hard.Confident of A...
-Read The Secret Diary Of Adrian Mole Aged 13 3/4 by Sue Townshend throughout the day when I have free time.It is a "real" modern classic,not some book about a King Fly...Rating:4.25/5.Disgusted with 14 year olds getting all pervy as well as crumby old men as well as men of any other age group.Pathetic.Will sue author for s*xism.Ha!Ha!
-Went home and continued reading next Adrian Mole series entitled "The Growing Pains Of Adrian Mole".Not as funny but acceptable.Rating 4/5.Decided not to sue author due to fear of bad publicity.
-Rose is waiting for me to pick her up.She's feeling lonely.

Tuesday,Sept 1
-Mum's still hounding me over my bad brain,like a super hard glue.
-Missed on bus,and then another.Didn't need to go to school till 10.15 ue to other Grade 11's having tests on subs I didn't take.WEnt to bus stop waiting for 8.11 bus..
8.15am
-Bus is a litle late.Wait,huh?Not the bus as it has nothing on the digital board.
8.17am
Ah well,better late than never....huh?Nothing on board again...
8.23am
"Sorry,this bus is not in service".OMG...Where is the bus??!!
8.25am
-Same again.Beginning tofeel like skipping school
8.26am
-Another bus with nothing on board.Pathetic....
8.30am
Finally!!!Late by 20 minutes.Wow.....
Later at school stop
-Next bus right behind.Very nice.....NOT!!
After lunch
OMG.LOST MY PENCILCASE!!There goes my memory again...
After all that
Had talk with chem classmate in library whom I don't talk much with.Had good time.Another guy comes in and starts about girls.Asked about my love life.Replied none.Loving single.Played tennis,solid.went home.Rose is very anxiousI'm gonna tell her I need to find my own gloves before I could pick her up...

Wednesday,September 2
-Frozen cold at bus stop.Must remember to check weather forecast.Love Brunei because weaher is almost so predictable.
-Still can't find pencilcase.Bginning to think it was stolen.Suspects:Anyone who swe*rs.
-Bought new stationery.
-Talked with my friend from 1st IV about what he's doing.He says bio because he's beginning to feel into it.I'm impressed.You're good at the sub when you love it(Maths B doesn't count for me).Both exchanged out histories.....
-Spnt entire time doing chemostry assignment.Feel like my brain's getting really stressed...
-Went to geo class.Found out another test coming in 2 weeks.Empleh.....
-Maths:Calculus.Don't remember learning tht from last year.Musta been my slackig off.Did lots of questions today.Avoided homework(yay!)
-Bio:Continued assignment,played spammming with friends.Had fun.Delivered killer blw by sending 10 mails in a row unanswered.
-English:Did monologue draft.Hate drafts,why not just di the fll thing instead of tinking what o reveal and what not in draft?Sadd...Sat face to face with last year's A3 who was "p*ssed" at us o taking their spots XD.Uses swear words and pokes lots of crude fun.I am unfazed.He didn't see us coming....
-Rose getting more anxious.She's torn in hr search for Dimitri.I feel bad for her....

Blood Promise

So-so mood....

Today's a Saturday,and as you all know it's GPS once more.Went to Ipswich,blanked em and went back.More on that later....

What I'm thinking now is changing my e-mail password.Why?My mum's using it,and now she's pointing the finger at me for not checking mails.Look,your stuff isn't mine and SHOULDN'T be there.Don't blame me for not looking out for yours.You're supposed to have your own,not use mine as your "headquarter".Don't give an excuse for not creating because it's too complicated because YOU'RE JUST LAZY.Sure,I'm probably worse off than you are,and now you're whining that you can't create an e-mail because your stuffs in mine.PATHETIC.Lame excuses....And when I'm barely online for half an hour typing you arrogantly assume that I'm "chit-chatting"(which I would deny plainly because it's not the "correct" word which is chatting).Mind you,you're screwing my schedule up and I'm slowly lagging behind in assignments(which I had to make up for lost ground my sacrificing some of my recess and lunches),so don't expect me to wolf down the elephant-load of food you packed AND don't ask why.That question ticks me off because that's a dumb one-worded question that you should often keep it to yourself.

Gah,I'll probably just leave out all the rest,I'm done releasing my anger for now.Little by little's the way,and certainly not Pompeii-style...

Next,something lighter(and boring...).As I was saying,we won all our matches and actually had a pretty good,fun time with the guys from Ipwich.They're cool people,not much vulgarities were thrown at each other,it was actually a good feeling.And yessss,I went alone with the rest on the hour long bus trip to the "court wars",scorelines were pretty ok.And the "wo"man of the match is......ME.Gahh!!Everyone in the A team beat them 6-0 in singles except for poor young me who surrendered a game....I was the only one playing the singles on grass though(in the A's)....

Now there is actually a debate on whether the team was at the right formation.The truth is,for the past three weeks,I'm not playing as good as the whole team.I mean,I got the first loss(not in singles though),surrendered the only game in singles.Ken,the guy who's supervising the 16's,had doubts as well.Everyone in the team's probably asking the same question right now:How did I get No.3 instead of No.4?Of course,even I admit that I'm probably the worst player in the team.However,Ken did say that there's not much separating all of us(which made me feel a little better).As for the 1st IV?When we got on the bus home,I heard that they were trailing.....*sigh* Hope they win(because it's tennis) and silence the doubters.By that I mean the whole school community(doesn't mean I like NC).I mean,when they're losing,I couldn't see much sympathy or encouragement from others,mostly thoughts of :"They s*ck".Probably those people should step into their(1st IV)shoes,feel what is it like to lose narrowly twice in a row.If th played their best,too bad.If they're awful,it's just a bad day......

To end this post,I have to say that I've just got book 4 of VA just out on Monday.Was so friggin happy.Can't open book because hands aren't clean enough(paranoid XD).Must buy gloves for use of reading VA only(I've got all the books).Cost?12.95 each for Books 1-3 and 17.95 for book 4.Ouch,now that seriously burned a hole in my wallet(was thinking of buying headphones as well to watch anime)

Wait,wait....I just found out Shakira had a new album,and I have to say the single "She Wolf" isn't really good.I mean,it's definitely not her best(Hips Don't Lie in my opinion).Maybe hips could lie,but the numbers don't.....

Konbanwa!!
Georgie

Resurrection

Well,well,I guess you are all surprised by my 5 day break,no?

I'm pretty much REALLY busy now,because there's assignment after assignment.Here's the drama

Today:Chem draft due
Friday:Bio draft due
Next Monday:Geo draft due
September 3:Chem final copy
September 8:Bio final copy
September 10:Geo final copy
September 16:English monologue presentation

It doesn't look that much but I assure you,it's probably causing my headaches,so bad I ACTUALLY FORGOT TO SEND MY FRIEND'S MATHS FINAL COPY.Felt a bit guilty there,but was cleared when teacher was informed of the situation.Don't really feel like talking much about it because I SO wanna take a break from studying.Instead,I'll delight(and maybe horrify) you with plain ol' boring GPS tennis last saturday

Just to let you know,we were technically up against(what others reckon)one of the strongest schools in tennis for our round 2 encounter,and they certainly lived up to that hype.Our 1st IV once more lost by a narrow margin withn 3 wins to 5 losses,with their GPS season so far 0-2 and that apparently is becoming the LOW point of sporting activities.Ooooooooooh,lookie now,early in the season trumpeting all about rowing,rugby,cricket,swimming and now shying away from mentioning everything in tennis and basketball...

I'm not saying that the 1st IV are terrible(Their captain's pretty consistent,2 has a style of a professional,3(and a friend if mine) having EXTREME "Prince Of Tennis" spin XD and 4's kind of a Sam Querrey-type.Problem is they haven't really found their stride yet,and the first few rounds were kind of harsh(from what I heard,they're pretty tough) but I believe once they get the tennis ball rolling,they can't be stopped that easily.

Anyways,so how did the 16A's fare?Guess XD.We suffered heavy casualties in almost every age groups.From what I know,2 of our A teams were left unharmed so far.13A's(I expected the 14 A's to join in as well as I believe they're just as strong in their group as we are in 16's and I know twins fom the opposite side)and well,whaddaya know,16A'S!!Of course,we couldn't repeat last week's perfect scoreline(and I'll probably take the blame XD,you'll know why)but it was still a pretty solid 6w 2l.They had pretty good no.1 and 2 players but their no 3 and 4 kind of let them down.They had a 1-3,2-4 formation vs our 1-2,3-4 formation,so yeahh. ..Our losses came from my doubles match vs 1-3 and no.2's single loss.I lost because I was playing pretty bad that day,and probably relied on my partner too much to provide cover.He was once more on fire and I would have to say it's thanks to him that our pairing managed to pull through so far.No.2's singles loss wasn't because he wasn't good,but I kind of think it was the fitness level and concentration+the oppositions persistence and consistency.Man,5-7 sounds really close,and once No.1 was finished with his match(Battle of the hackers(consistency freaks)which he won in an enthralling 6-4 set)I said to my partner,who was No.4:"Is it ok if you go 1st,I mean,I just wanna rest for a while and hopefully get my rhythm back".Next thing was:Who's the No.3 player?

Great,DR ME OUT??!!Bet their no.3 was surprise that crap player came out.And "crap" was no more.Sure,he was one half of the doubles pairing that cost 16 A's 1st loss,but when it comes to singles,our team's just as good,if not better,in handling things by ourselves.4 wins 2 losses,just 1 more to clinch it.And boy did trying to force me into playing turn around my fortunes.I gave him the "Boom Boom Pow" and he went down 6-1 before my partner took out the other one 6-2.Next round,Ipswich(not the football club in English league..)!!Maaaaaaaaaa XD.

Of course,there's more,but I'll make it pronto.As the 2 A teams left,our names was mentioned,and I wasn't really too happy about it.I mean,I don't enjoy sports being too public when they're not the main focus(The 1st IV for example,are IMPORTANT).Honestly,I still prefer times when I could go about quietly without anyone asking me:"George,how'd you go last saturday?Did you win?"*sigh*.....

Yipes!!Book 4 of Vampire Academy is OUT!!Yayy!!Must...get.....to.....bookstore......ASAP!!Ciao!!

Apologies for boring post,
Georgie WongWong a.k.a "The WongWong"(That's what coach calls me XD)

Love Drunk

Here's something a little different from what I used to write on,hope you enjoy!!

Now,I won't be long,because I've got matches to play...

Okay,NOT as the title suggests(It's one of my current fav songs),I'll probably be giving you some lists of things that are both a little hilarious and can have the 'aww' factor as well as being childish again!!(SUP-PERMAN!!!)

Here we go!!
The 10 ratings of love quotes(and convos)(Gahh!!Anything related to that "l" word,funny,sad,sweet,ect)
1/10
If I'm Superman,then you're my kryptonite(DOWNRIGHT LAME!!)(Made this one up myself)
2/10
For you,milady,anything..(Some medieval movie)
3/10
AAADDDDDDDDDRRRRRRRIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNN!!AAAAAADDDDDDDRIIIIIIIIIAAAAAAANNNN!!!I DID IT ADRIAN!!I DID IT!!(Rocky)
4/10
His pheromone levels indicate he wants to mate with her(Transformers,I think it was Ratchet)(Just gotta put this one in,for fun,and because of Shia suddenly turning a little rosy)
5/10
I love you(it's getting tiring)(Said by countless people)
6/10
Bhut no madder whut I tryed,aye juzt coodent stup dinking abowt Jeenie(Jenny)(Forrest Gump)
7/10
"You're not a wh*re,not anyone's wh*re,but my wh*re.I mean..I love you,and I don't really care about what happened to you before we've met...(Ben to Amy in the park in "Secret Life Season 1 Episode 5"Shortly after he proposed to her and she broke down)(*Note:THEY WERE FRIGGIN 15??!!Few more years Ben,you're moving toooo fast...)
8/10
"You say it best,when you say nothing at all"(Ronan Keating song)
9/10
"I'm just a girl,standing in front of a boy,asking him to love her"(Notting Hill)
10/10
My bounty is as boundless as the sea,my love as deep.The more I give to thee the more I have,for both are infinite.(Look people,let's just say the whole story of Romeo and Juliet ok?XD)

Well,that's it XD.......NOT.I'm trying to think of whether to give a review of R & J because all I've read is actually the manga version.Oh well....

Romeo and Juliet(4.5/5)
Plot:Shakespeare knows....
Summary:Modernised,set in Japan,and best of all(in my opinion),IN MANGA!!I'm soft when it comes to anime stuff,and this one's not so bad really....Art was AWESOME,and Juliet reminded me of Enma Ai(a lively one too!!Maybe that's how she became Jigoku Shoujo) while Romeo's pretty cool.Lines were sapping,but I couldn't give it 5 because it wasn't the full thing and the names(or place)don't sound right.But I have to say,I LOVE IT and I'm planning to read the full thing somewhere in the future.

Alright,time for bed,my ears are sharp and I just picked up someone backstabbing me....I don't want that person coming tomorrow to UQ(where our match is held)and I'm getting a big headache.Till next time..

But now it's over,
George

(P.S Spider-man's my favourite comic character[Not including anime]next up are Batman and possible the dumbest superhero EVER[Kidding],the one who wears his undies outside XD)

Till I Collapse

Right,no story about daily life for today,just a mysterious post which is about me probably needing some help and advice....

It all started when a classmate of mine noticed "my" W910i(using it as storage of files because it had memory stick) and had a hand on it.

Guess what I did:Snatched it back.

No,I wasn't angry or anything,I just had to recover what was "mine"(the B'day gift)and make a little modifications to it.I wouldn't want him to see my phone picture(nothing pervy,people,believe me).

I changed my mobile wallpaper to one which is the picture of,well,me,alone,face covered by black beanie(something like that,but I'm not kidnapped,mind you).He was like:"That's rude,George"(He wasn't angry,just kinda dissappointed XD)So I apologised.Well,disaster averted.

That's not the story,but it played a part of my "hauntings".You see,when I got on the bus home,I felt conflicted between wishes and reality.I was hallucinating,but without drugs or alcohol(I'll probably blame on the coffee I took a few months back XP).One moment I was imagining things and the next I just felt like knocking myself unconscious.It happened all the way till I got on the couch to watch my favourite show at 7.30pm.Whoever was that,I'm not mentioning,but I was plainly frustrated at myself.It has definitely inflicted damage on me and this one wasn't so bad,but the cracks I have are beginning to open.I don't know how long it will last.Somehow I don't want it to be permanent,yet don't want it erased from me.

So guys,probably that's it.I'm having another bout of depression now because of what's happening to me.It's kind of a random event,pulling me away from my own purpose and thinking about its.

Until the lights go out,until my legs give out,
George